my cousin forgot 2 wear the sport shoes

see see......my aunt is on the stage now
dont look at me with the weird sight.i know my fringe was cutted too short edi.......

I accompany my aunt go to attend 'FOREVER SUCCESS DAY ' at Maluri.This is a formal but not too huge function.Therefore,i am also quite awkward to take photo,so just a little picture i had took.AIKZ!!not fun lo,really hope that SIOW EE can take photo with me on that time,AIKZ!!!!!!!!But anyway,at least got several photos...HIHI...:)

4 golden flowers o........

class photos during the bored motivation

Today i am hurted deeply by Kaijie 's bitchy words!!!!!!What i had done today is not ask 4 his appreciate,I just do what i can do 4 the class only,but he tell me he wont appreciate what i had done and ask me dont do something meaningless...but i still will do something as long as i can do it.At that moment, i feel so sad and my tear almost come out but i still can control my tear from rolling down my cheek!!!!!!!Because i want be stronger:)after the school,he got sms me...thats what he had wrote in the sms:
"Still,thanks.But just dont do anything meaningless next time,it doesnt worth at all,especially to do for someone who would never appreciate your helps."
I know it doesnt worth but i just want 2 do something 4 my friends whoever is worth 4 me to do that.I will trust all of my friends :)
Recently,I discover that my dear's friend didnt greet with me anymore ,i feel so doubt with him!!!!!WHY????i really dont like this feelings :(can anyone give me a reasonable answer 4 this doubt???I feel so curious about him.....????I sit at the bus stop after school as usual,while i waiting 4 my aunt ,i m waiting 4 his greet also.No more BYE-BYE from him again!:(sad!HAIZ.....i just cherish the hope that we can be friend even never talk 2 each other.just be the most normal friend,thats all!!!can this hope come true?!?!
Same feeling come again when my class teacher(PA teacher also) didnt take heed of me again since my exam result was so awful.UPSET + DESPAIR + TORMENT =TODAY ......My smile on my face just a disguise for sadness :(
MISS my DEAR when I am wandering in emptiness:(

MY 2 GOOD FRIENDS

MISS my 2 good friends very much ~~JIN VOON and KE XIN !!!!Today i go to the moral class.The main purpose i go to class today is to meet my 2 dear friends,because long time i didn't meet them since they were preparing 4 their PMR while i was engaging in my study whereby form 6 school life is extremely hectic!!!!!:(What can i do ,friends!?SORRY.my friends!please brace up my friends and fight 4 the exam,i will fully support you 2 until the end of the exam!!!!!!!!GAMBATEH!!!
There was no appropriate opportunity and time for we 3 to gather and chit chat.Last time,we only sat at MC 4 short time only then need 2 rush back 2 home even we 3 haven't finish our food!!!!AIKZ...so bad....:(haiz.....
When do we 3 can have a free time 2 share our feelings and heart?!?!?!Miss all the time that we 3 had been together b4....like during the time we baked the cake together,the moment we talked and laughed when we yamcha at Oldtown, the time we 3 sleep together on the same bed ......i miss you 2even the time had elapsed as fast as the flowing tap water....By the way,JIN VOON ,HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!......I will keep you 2 in my mind as long as i can !!!!!!!!

My 1ST time BIRTHDAY celebration with my AHGOH

these are my gifts from my ahgoh
Today go JUSCO meet my AHGOH again...hihi...quite happy and excited but not panic....i felt so relax and comfortable when be with him,especially when have a funny chat with him even my Cantonese is rely so suck!!!!!!!so i mixed my Cantonese with my broken English,so paiseh!!!hihi.....
I hated tat waiter cz i totally cant hear every word he said 2 us.....he talk too fast and mumble......then i stunned there and aghast at ahgoh.....ahgoh just repeat what he had said just now 2 me....oooo...den i just know....actually what the waiter had said are all about the meal that we had order,hihi.....may be my ability of listening is so bad...:(
Surprisingly,AHGOH got bring my gifts.I wonder what is my gifts???HIHI!!!!!Thanks my ahgoh a lot o!because i like the gifts so much,some more this is the 2nd gifts that i received 4 my 18th birthday!Ahgoh said he want belanja me 2 have a "birthday" meal,there was no any sake of reject his invite,hihi!!!!!then sure go and have lunch with him at KIM GARY lo......
But i don't have appetite 2 eat,because my stomach is not very comfortable...AIKZ....cant totally enjoy this lunch...no choice lo,I also forget the name of meal already,just remember that my bowl got white rice,corn , chicken and some vegetables ,that's all now i just realise that i am an absent-minded girl!!!!but i wont forgot about this memorable day no matter how absent-minded I am!AHGOH also got tell me actually he want buy me a cake ,but end up with nothing because he scare me cant finish it!Don't know is it true or not??but i feel pleasant when listen this (frankly tell you all ,I really cant finish the cake if ahgoh had bought me)Anyway,sincerely thanks my ahgoh ....hihi...hope that he can be my ahgoh as long as he can !!!!I will appreciate what he had presented 2 me with my utmost gratefulness!!!!:)

only the ribbons make this shoes look more attractive

Today i start talking 2 him.Sometimes I am in the cleft stick~~AIKZZ!!!!!!:( i m so glad and proud 2 have these friends in this class cz they had gave me a birthday 'SURPRISE' today,hihi!!!!!!!!HAPPY and TOUCHED always:)

My aunt bought me a pair of shoes coincidentally....quite cheap but nt from the night market,is from Leisure Mall,hihi~~may be this shoes suit 2 me,may be not.......nvm...just wear it when i want 2 wear .....Anyway,thz my aunt!!!!!!

YEAH!!!!!!!!today is my younger sister 9th birthday....quite happy......cz after 2 days is my birthday,hihi.....nothing special happen 2 her,just buy a cake 4 her and me.....HAPPY BIRTHDAY ,MEI MEI......by the way,i get a luxury present from my mother 4 this year.....hihi...what is that???can u all guess it???i will be appreciative with this present forever ......like it very much but quite expensive.....MUMMY......i love u and thank you....

FIRST time again!!!!Cry in the class 4 the 1st time!!!AIKZ!!!
:(I failed my PA ,MATHS subjects~i m nt feel sad with my result actually but with my classmate and teacher's reactions after they knew about my suck result!!!!!!my classmate was looked very shocked when i told him the result and my heart was getting hurt deeply finally my tears roll down my cheeks.Fortunately,my good friends and monitor pass me a tissue and comfort me but my hurt inside my heart cannot be cured~next period is PA,the teacher show my empty answer sheet 2 the whole class and commented that dunno what i had done?!?!?This time i become more sad ,my heart really freeza in cold until my tears come out again!!SUCK!!!!i acknowledge that all these are my fault, i never blame about my result but the most unforgotten things are the despise expression from the teacher and classmate.
Now i just realise that even i always said that i dun mind this test,but i reli mind actually.....:(
"The top student last time is the worst student now",what he had said is utterly correct!!i dont have any rage with you,just feel guilty and humble in front of you!!!!!
CAN I DO THE BEST IN THE NEXT EXAM ?

My 1st time pass up the empty answer sheet during the exam!!!!!!!HAIZ....what 2 do?First thing i should admit is me dont know how 2 do....second,is me too panic upon doing the 1st question.My hand start trembling when i draw the graph until i make the mistake 4 many times.Finally,i yield 2 draw...
Afterwards,I felt quite guilty and sorrry 2 the teacher.Hmm....I promise that i wont repeat this mistake next time.These days,I had discovered that the teacher looked like quite disappointed with me!HAIZ...For me,this exam is a lesson 4 me!!SINCERITY~~SORRY,TEACHER!!!!!!!!

WAD SHOULD I DO

Today i sit under the fan,suddenly feel very cold.My friends have asked me the same question for 2 times already(when do he came back?)I answer them with the same answer and also with the same mood which are hopeless,upset and apathy...because my hope for him become less and less...AIKS:(

SIOW EE always shoot me recently in the school especially some aspects!!!!(no offense),HIHI!!!!

Today I never talk to him too!!!may be there is no chance to let me to start a topic!!!!! I still remember that day we had a nice chat that we never had before!!!!!Actually I relly enjoy and relax when chatting with him,hope that the moment will pause for longer and longer~~from my utmost sincerity!!!!!!

So pity!!!My palm is progressively rough from day to day.....so sad....:(because i did many household at home,not like my friends,be a little princess at home,so envy!!!!!!!:(

Yesterday i didnt go for tuition ,so i need to go today to replace the class,but finally i cant go just because of transport problem......nvm...i still can go on this SATURDAY(7.30pm until......)....boring and tired!!!!!!!from day to day,I miss him much and much........:(

EXAM JUST AROUND THE CORNER ~~DONT PREPARE AT THE ELEVENTH HOUR~~

This morning is a drizzly morning.Today should be a cheerful and spirited day for me but i dont enjoy this day!!!I had stomachache since morning in the school....AIKZ!!!!!!:( So miserable....meanwhile,I also miss someone,but i realised that the miserable of missing someone is worse than the miserable of having stomachache....LALALA......I just wish that all of my miserable and torment woll end up as soon as possible, then my smile will also appear on my face as fast as possible.......:( VS :)
Then I felt hesitate to go for tuition because I was not in good mood too!!!!!I dont talk to one of my classmate even one word because....dunno WHY!?!?!? still holding the grudge against him since that day!!!!I wonder WHY????
Back home so early to chill myself...what can i do at home??Only can keep doing and doing homework until i fall asleep...only 2 homeworks ,I can do it until 8pm.....AIKZ.....!!!!!(keep sighing)....at night ,the same people has appeared again in my mind ~~many doubt come to my mind unitl i fall asleep....Hope that all of my dream will come true when i wake up at the next moment!!!!!
WILL U REFUSE TO BEGIN BECAUSE YOUR FEAR FOR THE END.....MAY BE I WILL