Miserable of Thinking Someone

Today I feel so moody at skul cz of the yesterday incident of ahgoh again!!!!argued wif ahgoh again....aikz...so suck n sad,despair!!!dunno wad he think actually.now I juz realize tat he is he,I didnt feel any ahgoh feeling from him again!!!!!!:( dunno wad happen !???finally my tears roll down my cheeks uncontrolly......I wan 2 let him know again but dun hav this encourage.....now I juz know ahgoh cant b ahgoh again.....Am i think too much of it?????very miss ahgoh a!!!!!!!!H e said he wont find mi again if i feel uncomfortable wif him,mi reli dunno how 2 do????

ahgoh frend again......wen finish skul,I waited 4 my aunt at the bus stop as usual,I hope tat can meet ahgoh 2 frends o n greet them.....finally i oso got met them...I say BYE-BYE wif honsim but may b he is too tall den cant c mi,mi juz say bb 2 the pole.yor...so fish !!!!!but i oso got said bye-bye wif yenchin ,he got reply mi,hihi!!!!!!!!today i cant smile n eat properly cz there was a big ulcer in my mouth,so suffering!!!!!!!:( wan 2 tell ahgoh but....aikz...nvm!!!!!!!!!!!!juz let all of my frend know bout mi......

Some skul teacher also quite suck.cz like 2 nagging at us.....den siow ee n I juz hav our chit chat paper wen teacher is nagging in front ,hoho!!!!cc our paper.....got many small small letters but wad is writing on the paper is meaningful n memorable!!!!!!!!!hihi......

MISERABLE OF THINKING SOMEONE WHEN HE IS NOT AROUND US

PHOTOGRAPHY SESSION my name tag n tie n nothing from siow ee....

different expression,but mi like mine one more,hohoh

MI ah ah ah!!!!!!!!!cool not.....??????

quite hapi during the photography session

This is the 2nd week I stay at COCHRANE,feel still okok onli....but today mi ppl at the COCHRANE,but my heart still hanging on the MBS there!!!!!!! I reli scare tat the feeling of the failure 2 transfering skul o......so fish too.....hope my frend wont scoff at mi wen mi still stay COCHRANE juz bcz of cant enrol into the MBS.!!!!!yor:( Everything I met in the COCHRANE now is like a bed of rose bcz there is a sincere companion beside mi,the companion is my frend ----SIOW EE .....dunno when our relationship become better days by days.....hihi.....scaring tat mi will feel so hesitate 2 leave her wen I wan 2 go MBS!!!!!!huhuhu......aikz.....nvm.....lat the nature take its course ba!!!!!

Hmmm.....quite miss ahgoh de....but no choice lo....miss oso nid 2 hide in my heart!!!hihi....hmmm.....let talk bout ahgoh frend.....the cool cool 1.....yenchin....he dun like 2 smile....mi never c he smile at mi...haiz...so mi oso wont so longed 4 his any smile again.....but today got a miracle----today is the 1st time he smile at mi wen I waited 4 my aunt at the bus stop...mi quite embarrased n panic wen saw him approached mi nearer n nearer....finally he give mi a bye bye smile!!!!!hihi......feel pleasant lo.....:)tats wad the feeling wen ppl giv u a smile even not a broad grin....the other 1 is the taller guy.....I saw his almost every action is similar 2 ahgoh,make mi will think of ahgoh wen i saw him.....yor.....but he look more frendly compare to the cool cool guy....hope tat mi can keep the good relationship wif them!!!!!!!!!

HEY!!!Today my partner n I hav a funny funny photography session in the class o....quite excited n panic...cz this session is a secret mission 4 us...hihi .....come on.....let we cc wad interesting things tat is the 1st time we try at the class today!!!!!!!......A NEW CHALLENGE 4 MI 2 BECOME A COCHRANE

What A Annoying Day!!!!!!

Today we all went to the new skul in the excited panic n hopeful mood,but we went back in the disappointed,frustrated mood!!!!reli very suck the COCHRANE.....haiz.....SIOW EE is in the cleft stick now,mi too.because I wan 2 transfer 2 the MBS too as I told all the ppl who had asked mi where I will go 2 study o....Now,wad la?nid 2 pay the fees 1st,haiz.....nothing 2 say bout this transfer skul matter la,so annoying lolz!!!!

Ahgoh a,help!!!!!Mi quite miss him in these days tat I didnt online...hihi.....today morning goh sms n make a call 2 mi 2 wake mi up around 5.45am,feel so heart-warming. I wish tat he will always do so 4 mi..... but I afraid of I will thinking of him until overfloat edi.Tats not good.

Yesterday is the MOTHER'S DAY,I bought a white dress 4 my mother as the mother's day 's present.....this is thhe 1st time I buy the present 4 my mum,I feel quite pleasent even the dress used up my almost RM60!!!!!but I feel very hapi wen I saw the broad grin on her face wen she received the present from her daughter....hmmm,I wan 2wish all the MOTHER hav a wonderful n warm MOTHER'S DAY wif their filial piety children......from my utmost sincerity..........

The last word from mi 4 today is LET THE NATURE TAKE ITS COURSE

A Motivated Day......

hmmm.....today when I walked 2 my house at night,I feel so lonely n down because there was no anybody accompany mi 2 walk along the journey back home even the back home way so short,I oso feel so long n long.Before that ahgoh was beside mi 2 walk along wif mi .....that was a so warm night bcz I can feel that there was a reliable n broad shoulder 2 lend mi when I reli nid it,but I dun even have the courage 2 ly on tat shoulder.....dunno y???
Ahgoh went back 2 singapore edi lo....mi cried again.....cant control my tears from rolling down my cheeks....but he couldnt see this time,but I juz let him know.I feel so hesitate 2 leave him 2 go there,but I nothing 2 do,juz wish tat he can has his good life at there.
I quite miss him one.....hihi.My F6 wanna 2 start on next Monday.Quite panic n excited o.....nvm,I still got frend 2 accompany mi.....hihi,hope we can get used 2 the new skul environment n can study hard in order 2 achieve my new aspiration 4 this year!!!!!!GAMBATEH!!!!!!!

A hopeful day become a hopeless day.....so down.......

Today i feel very down n hopeless bcz a hopeful day become a hopeless day finally....:(want 2 out wif ahgoh oso canot ,always got many difficult circumstances,my aunt n my mum say many many things bout tat thing are impossible happen,is they think too much.I reli feel very despair tat my mum n my aunt dont believe mi,they think tat mi is a the gal who has not my principle.....I want to tell them tat i m not tat type of girl.I want 2 tell them ahgoh is ahgoh,bf is bf, i wont over the limit.I juz want 2 make our relationship become more closer as the brother n sister,but this cant b easy 2 do. M y mum n my aunt will got so many misunderstanding wif mi since they all know want 2 out wif ahgoh always.Such as today,i cant out wif ahgoh again ,my mood become so down in this whole day.....now I reli dun like 2 talk too much wif my aunt n my mum,how??????sad....disappointed......despair.....down.....hopeless eventually......