2009/09/01

A Traumatic Day

I am utterly despair with what he had said today even he was not talk in front of me!!!!!!!:( This time i wont cry anymore instead of keeping quiet because nothing i can do currently!Although you had motivated me indirectly before,I will more mind about your critism....dont know why????
For now,I dont have adequate prerequisite to be success in our class, but I wont surrender so easy.I will remember what you had said today------"I am not equal to her but she is more than me !!!" Literally correct, I am not dare to deny this fact!!!!.....Anyway, I just dont want to bottle up my emotion again......so miserable....:( :( :( Every sarcastic word is so excruciating and had hurted me so deeply even you are not purposely!!!!!!!!!
My journey was pretty traumatic from day to day.....i just want to be an ordinary and happy student in COCHRANE......
Being a successful student in this class is only lingering memory for me