2009/11/28

I MISS YOU DEAR

MY DEAR...:)
THE DESSERT IS SO SWEET...:) I like KIWI but that is too little only 4 pieces...:(
Today my dear didnt keep his promise because he cant wake up so early...then i didnt know should I continue waiting for his response ?????but i keep telling myself that my dear sure will come and fetch me de because he always had delivered what he had said.And I BELIEVE HIM...but the time didnt allow me to do so.I cant wait for him anymore.I went tuition by myself.MOODY and GLOOMY on the way until the tuition center....:( THANKS my crony....SIOW EE....she had told me her stories..made me smile again....You will make me smile when I am not in good mood.SINCERELY THANKS SIOW EE!!!!I CAN SEE THE COLOURFUL RAINBOW THAT CHERISH MY HOPE...:)
After tuition , I had asked my dear come and fetch me because I want to see him again and again...:( I kept quiet along the way going to JUSCO.dont know why????but I know I still care about him...I am not ANGRY with him but just hate that cant wait until get his response...:(
We went to KIM GARY to have our lunch...i forgot to take picture of the main dish ....hihi:) I had a quite good chat with my dear .After this , we went to find the chocolate but cant find....yor...:( NVM....I believe that i sure can find it one day as long as i want it for my DEAR!!!
Tomorrow he need to go back SINGAPORE....i cried again...:( really so hesitant to leave him again....I should learn how to let you go sometime , DEAR.....nothing much to tell you DEAR but just only 4 words for you from my deepest heart......
I LOVE YOU ,DEAR!!!!!!:)

2009/11/23

NOT THE 1ST TIME I FELT THAT I M DISTRACTED!!!!!!!!!

MY SMILE IS JUST A DISGUISE FOR MY SADNESS....ISN'T?????


Yesterday and today ..........:(...I felt hopeless .....where is my hope????
This is not the 1st time I felt distracted from them....may be is me think too much...but i also hope that is me think too much.....:( ULTIMATELY, I felt alone alone and alone.......:(walk along the road .....my mind is blank because i felt alone and empty......dunno why i will scare of being alone and since when?????may be i am too care about of you all????NO!!!NO!!!NO!!!!IS me should not be together with them at first....!!!!!!!!I cherish the hope that i can be more close with them anytime,but......will you all?????