Yesterday night i decided 2 go out 4 the movie with ahgoh and his friend after the campfire but ended up with yamcha only because the movie ticket were sold out...:( A hopeful day became a hopeless day again,i hate it!!!!!!!!!!Almost everytime i fail 2 watch movie with him'-' may be this is the fate,i need 2 obey 2 it.Today he need 2 go back 2 Singapore lo....i feel very hesitate again 2 leave him!!Dunno y???May be i knew but i still dun wan admit it?!?!?His friend fetch me back home but unfortunately i didnt bring the house key then juz keep looking at the house door but couldnt go in!!!!!:(I sat at the stairs there and almost fall asleep again,cz yesterday night sleep with the mosquitoes.....But i think of him again'-'then my tears rolled down my cheeks uncontrolly even not the 1st time.I hope tat yesterday moment will stop for longer.I felt quite tired and alone but still got one shoulder 2 lend me 2 ly down.....hope that......that shoulder will always welcome me whenever i need it,OK.......
I PROMISE MYSELF THAT I WONT CRY NEXT TIME