I hate tat a hopeful day become a hopeless day:(

Furious + Frustrated=Getting bully

2011-07-28T01:45:00.000-07:00

I was really pissed off right now. Do I look like easily getting bully by others especially BOSS????

Well , I admit I am a petite and weak girl from my appearance but it does not apply the same to my attitude!!!

I just want to say :"Always to be FAIR to the employee especially the Foreign workers".

I just have a little basic request for my annual leave , I really don't understand why don't you allow and give me a suck reason said that 'I have not been confirmed yet' What????

If I really not been confirmed yet , then you should sack me earlier???Why need to let me stay here until Aug???

I already dint count with you about my salary , can you please don't cross over my limit????

Even I have not been confirmed yet , I am also entitled to the annual leave according to the MOM's rule and regulation.Thus , I will go talk to my selfish Boss since I feel not surrender to this and some more this is not my fault at all!!!!

I need to fight for my basic Right as a employee~~~:) Being confident and independent from time to time.

P/S: I feel a bit relieve now since I had eat some nice tidbits.....hihi

Finally ~~~Botak Jones

2011-07-23T01:17:00.000-07:00

Eventually , I brought my dear and myself go to Botak Jones to have our steak meal cz this is his favourite....hihi....I wish to bring him to Tanjong Pagar to have a try at Heineken Bar....xp quite nice and also expensive.But I don't think there will be a chance and time for us to go...Sorry dear:(

Anyway , I forgot whether I have promised him before or not???Aikz ,it is too bad that we don't have not much time to be together since I need to go Sabah soon :(

I really feel so hesitate right now.... :'(

1st time I get it in even this is the 1st time

2011-07-22T21:31:00.000-07:00

Happy~~~Delight~~~Cheer~~~

Actually not a big deal la.....just that my essay had been chosen in the Internet.And this was my very 1st time to get this.The essay title is 'Children Day' . At the 1st glance at this topic , I really no idea of what should I writing about my Children Day a????Luckily my inspiration and my help me to accomplish this essay from the beginning to the end. Even I know that most of the people nowadays wont cherish our mother language already , I will try my best to preserve our Cina language.Once got the chance , I will write the essay and share with you all those keen in Cina:)

Now I planning for the 2nd time of 'tou gao'....Aikz....I cant write Chinese over here.

P/S: Until now I also receive any money from the ChinaPress there....wait lo~~~

My Favourite Tibbits

2011-07-19T02:53:00.000-07:00

Hihi.....I am so greedy in eating all these tibbits recently just because it was so mouth-watering and worthwhile to buy it....Hihi

Lets see what are those tibbits???

Btw thanks to Edwina for helping me to buy this always and now I planning to buy some of it to KL XP

The MILO Bar that I brought from MILO RS...is FOC xp
The Big Bang Seaweed....it was only 30cents for a very big piece
The chocolate biscuits which only cost 40cents per small pack

My Favourite Fast Food

2011-07-17T21:16:00.000-07:00

Hehe~~~I don't know when do I start loving all those fast food in Singapore???I think may be from the day I start working here because I have my own money so can eat whatever I can especially the fast food some more nobody restrict me here( quite free here).And some times I will feel guilty to my mum and my teacher for not eating vegetarian in this period:( So, I think I need to be a vegetarian again when I fly to Sabah.....Can I???

Once again , I told my dear that I wan to eat Long John Silver but he said he don't want eat fast food tonight o.....After struggling with no idea then he said OK la, go eat Long John Silver since we also said whatever la (hihi...actually he know I like to eat)

There were always many people during the weekend especially all those family.There was a new set launched there and I ordered that one.My dear said it was nice in Tom Yam taste. Finally my dear paid the bill for me again....Thank you my dear :) Want a kiss or not???I know you sure want it so claim from me next time:)

Haiz.....@Hooray.....

2011-07-15T01:20:00.001-07:00

Should I be sad or happy with the IPTA application outcome????Just because it was UMS. Guess which uni , I also don't know actually but I think it was not a renowned uni in Malaysia so far because it was still quite new.....

Since I knew this result ,I should accept this with a willing heart instead of detestable mood. I do believe that all this had been pre-destined by my fate so I just follow what had been arranged with a willing heart without any blaming:) I wan to accumulate my merits from now on......What my teacher said is all ABSOLUTELY correct.No doubt!!!

So , I will tell my mum, my aunt , my friend and sure also my honoured teacher to let them know where am I going to soon....Aikz...I really feel so hesitating to leave all of them again....:( But really no choice for me~~~

Last but not least , I really really feel so hesitating to leave my dear again.....this time we need to wait for a long period to meet again.....Haiz....what a fate a.We need the faith and loyal between us to maintain this relationship:)

P/S:Yesterday night I made a Japanese cheesecake with my aunt .....it was 90% success already...satisfied and nice:) share it with my colleagues:) Nice things always need to be shared:)

Jealousy--1st time

2011-07-12T22:41:00.000-07:00

Aiks...it is too bad because I was having my 1st experience of feeling JEALOUS>.<

Stupid me just because of my dear played badminton with a girl....Aikz.....may be I felt that so inferior and embarrasing when that girl invited me go play at 1st yet I rejected her due to my disability in playing badminton.If not I sure will accept this challenge instead of sitting down there and torturing myself >.<

Therefore, I am not dare to tell my dear on the spot and made him feel so guilty and he kept guessing around what had happened actually .Just want to say SORRY to him since he was so patient in convincing me while I was keep quiet all the time.

Indeed , I really do admire his spirit!!!Hope that he can keep it up in order to eradicate his impatience personality even it is very hard and unfair for him but I need to do so for our future:)

Sorry but hope you can understand me,DEAR~~~

Feeling panic leh

2011-07-11T02:05:00.001-07:00

Really start feeling panic from last week till now because of the result of IPTA's application...Aikz....dont know will get it or not but I really wish that I can get it as what I wished.

Thanks my God~~~

Yesterday night I made the cheese cupcake with my dear(this is the 1st time).....hihi but end up with failure due to the cupcake quite hard yet edible luckily...hihi

Then, I eat the most and I brought 2 for my colleagues to try in order to find out the cause of my failure....Thanks to Edwina:)

The time really elapsed as fast as we blinking our eyes.....today is Monday but it will be Friday soon later....I still thinking of want to go for jogging in SP or not???I scare that I don't have enough energy to do so:( AIKZ....ask my dear ba

I do hate my 'little reddish' so much because it is torturing me so much every time:( very pain leh until I want to cry sometime:( I want see back the Chinese doctor but cant find the time...aikz anyway just let the nature take its course:)

Botanic Garden

2011-07-09T22:42:00.000-07:00

HiHi....Eventually I can went to one of the Singapore tourism attractions----Botanic Garden located Orchard area there.I think this time I felt so happier and enjoyed than the Chinese Garden trip because there was no glaring sun instead of still got some shaded area for us to rest....hihi....

Therefore, I got a nice mood to take photo until I can take around 2oo plus photos.....hihi...nice ya and also need to thank my dear for being so patient to take all the photo as I demanded.....Thanks a lot.....You are my ideal partner and private photographer as well....hihi

But unfortunately we cant finish walking the whole garden because it was too big until it need to take 2o hours to complete the whole journey, but we were so fast also , almost finish half of the garden.....hihi.....So I was quite satisfied with this journey:)

But I don't like my dear and my colleague's comment on my dress lo....my dear said like pyjamas and Kelvin said like pregnant dress....Aiks....hate it....Does it really look like what they said????*sob sob*

OK.....photo shows now~~~~

On the way going to destination
The main gate....I like its design so much

The pond

The only couple picture:)

The huge tree

The awesome cactus
The fish & me
Got ppl take wedding photo there

The mini waterfall

Me so petite
End of the trip.....Hooray(^^)\/

1st time do GYM in SP

2011-07-07T02:17:00.000-07:00

Phew~~~Aiks......now my whole body's muscle was very pain yet exciting...hihi

Guess what?????

I have went to my dear's school--SP do the gym but only make use of the trend mill for only 20mins. This is my 1st time go to his school exercise some more is in the air-con ambience. In fact , I was quite enjoyed with this kind of exercise but he spoiled my mood today due to his 'tired' mood.

Upon I reached his school , then I could aware that he was in hurry until go into the gym room.I kept feeling that he didnt like those kind of ambience , may be there was many people inside?! Or may be just because of what he told me "I am very tired today".Is it that true???Or am I paranoid???I hope so :) But anyway , I think I will be going there alone next week since he will be having his badminton.After our dinner , we went back home and have a serene and sweet rest:)

P/S:Next goal is 30mins non-stop , I sure can!!!

Quite happy today

2011-07-06T02:42:00.000-07:00

Well....now I am waiting for the moment to dismiss from working.....hihi

Nothing special for today but I will simply describe today's schedule:

Morning~~My dear had slept over so didn't accompany me go working

Afternoon~~Edwina & Belle were on MC , so both of our sale guys no PA ....pity

Evening~~Busy awhile then free awhile but hectic badly eventually

Night~~Dinner with my dear is it???

Hmm.....Whenever I am free in the office and can do whatever I want then I will be very happy already:) Still got 1 more month working here.....a bit hesitate to leave them:O I do cherish the working time and jovial time with them:)

Blue Monday

2011-07-04T01:29:00.000-07:00

Aiks...really don't feel like working today leh since I didn't have a nice sleep yesterday:( Therefore ,

I had headache all the working time while I was feeling of fall sick today. I think may be yesterday that bright and hot sun and I didn't consume enough water....AIKS...My hand was freezing in cold*zek zek zek*(trembling)

Hihi , Edwina today help me to make up my hair.....She said that my hair was too tiny and smooth and also not long not short o, so cant tied so many times.But thanks to her also:)

Nothing much for today , just wish that the working time will be elapsed quick quick then I can go enjoy my 'trip' day~~~HIHI:)

P/S:I want to go back KL.

Super hot @Chinese Garden

2011-07-03T06:14:00.000-07:00

I want to go visit & cuti-cuti Singapore since I start addicting to visit different tourism spot upon finish my 1st trip to Science Center and 2nd trip to Chinese Garden. Some more , now I left only 1 month plus over here. So , I need to cherish the time with my dear to go wherever we can :)

Next destination I plan to go is National Museum of S'pore & Art Museum. Thanks to Jinlong Gohgoh 's remind~~

Btw , today we went to Chinese Garden, the weather is super hot...Aiks...some more most of the pictures are so ugly:( But I still will show you all some :)

The end~~~anticipating for the next trip~~~

Muffins.....Yahoo!!!

2011-06-29T01:58:00.000-07:00

Yahoo!!!This is the 2nd time I make muffins and this is the successful one without any assist from my aunt.....hihi....feel that already achieve my standard ")

Actually this time not me want to do myself instead of ordering by my aunt,hihi I think may be need to give some to my grandmum and grandfather.....So , I just bring one for my dear and four for my colleagues.Anyway , there are also not so much muffins , just only can made for around 15 servings.Well , as long as it is delicious then OK already:)

Lets we see the comments:

Sky : The muffins is better(I don't know compared to what?)

Edwina: It is not bad....OK a~

WeeXian:OK a....(I am quite satisfied when I saw her face like so delicious.)

My aunt: It was quite nice(then ask jinlong goh goh to try)

Lets see my 1st time and second time 's muffins~~~

1st time.....~ding ding ding~paiseh because I putted too full until it flowed out...AIKZ

This is the 2nd time.....YEAH:) So successful~~I did it alone!!!

Never be so happy for a long time

2011-06-26T02:50:00.000-07:00

Guess where do I go today???With who???Play what???

Hihi......*deng deng deng*

May be you never can guess it because there are less couple will go this kind of place---Science Center.But I tell you all you must go this kind of place when dating because it was so exciting and interesting , you all sure will enjoy the fun although you will be very exhausted yet enjoy together:) I did enjoy the whole day's trip.Indeed!!!Believe me , if not, just have a glance at our beautiful pictures of the days:)

P/S:Please wait for my pictures to upload ya:)

A Loving and Relaxing Saturday

2011-06-25T20:14:00.000-07:00

What do you think about Saturday?
You all guys will thinking of sleeping till late morning and may be will go for shopping with friends or family then will go yamcha with buddies till midnight......Oh ya.....that's what we as a teenager will plan for every lovely Saturday.

But unfortunately , I still need to work for alternative Saturday due to the office's suck management(come to office just to waste the electricity only and also my sleeping time).As usual , I go to work with my dear's accompany since I already rested for 2 weekends......hihi.........actually I didnt rest enough for these 2 weekends because I went for MILO roadshows event secretly.

Today I got no chance to work for this MILO roadshows already(sob sob) but nothing can be done lo.Luckily I meet one guy in the mrt this morning......Guess who??? Is the MASCOT who is so handsome....hihi....I am so happy suddenly may be I bump into someone whom I want to see . Anyway , I just wish that we can be a good friend:)

One of the supervisor--Alex and XinYan

Later need to ask my dear to help me type the article titled 'Children Day'.Yeah.....I wish that mine can be selected and published in the newspaper cz I want to make sure my standard Ok or not???I think I need to add oil :)

My new tumbler in Office

2011-06-24T02:39:00.000-07:00

Yoh.....This is my new tumbler in the office:) Due to there are extra tumblers in my office , so Edwina asked me to take one to use then I just take it since it look not bad yet all the colour is same:( Weexian gave me 1 pack of lemon tea then I go brewed it and enjoy.....hihi....quite enjoy xp

These few days I keep imagining of my future with my dear.....I really hope that it can be achieved in one day........anticipating...........Dont know why the longer we have been together , the higher and the more I longer for ......I dont know this is good or bad....Am I giving him any pressure???

Lollipop & MacD Glass

2011-06-24T02:20:00.000-07:00

Hihi.....I am just a little girl who like to be a teenager all the time....xp

So, Melvin gave me a lollipop because he said that I am still a child.....hihi...I admit it because I don't want to grow bigger.....

Hmm.....now is the season to collect all 6 assorted MacD glasses , the colours are so attractive.Actually I never have this intend to collect these glasses but since my dear keep giving me the different colour of glasses then I started have this intend to do so since I almost can collect all the colour in limited edition:)

Thanks to my dear for so generous....hihi:)

Muffins & MILO Roadshow~~~

2011-06-23T01:39:00.000-07:00

Yeah:) Eventually and also this is my 1st time make the muffins(I don't know is cupcakes or muffins actually)hihi....hmm....I was very happy in making this muffins especially we 3 very enjoy the process because we just like a family , they 2 so keen to help me from the beginning to the end especially Jinlong goh goh.....nice:) I really like this feeling of the spirit of help and support each other . I pray that this kind of relationship can last as long as they can:) We were very excited once we saw the mixture of muffins start to expand but it start to flow out from the cup until the the whole tray was occupied with the mixture , so wasting....Aikz...but it smell nice:)

The time was elapsing as fast as we blinking eye...hihi.....This week is the last week of the MILO roadshow already , I feel so reluctant to leave them because I am so happy when work with all those girls and guys , I can acquaint with so many new buddy who are so friendly and nice...some more the mascots are so handsome hihi:) Unfortunately , I dint work for this week leh....sad:( I really want WORK!!!!

I miss all the happy moments with everyone:)

I think I am sick

2011-06-20T02:02:00.000-07:00

This morning I was still very OK.But don't know why I start feeling uncomfortable in the office, I think is because of the dumpling that I eat this morning:(

My bones feel pain and cold inside especially my hands.....aikz....somemore my headache is very torturing....I am a weak girl absolutely!!!!Indeed!!!

I don't have enough sleep and water while I keep having the terrible nightmare....I hate this so much:( I got the phobia of dreaming already.

Btw, this morning is the "GIFT" morning because Edwina distribute many things for us again...hihi...got clothes and biscuits and Kelvin also bought us some crackers .....Yahoo , many things to eat but I really don't have much appetite to enjoy this:(

Anyway, thanks to them.

Nothing much about today.Just pray that I can have a sweet and nice sleep without disturbing of all those nightmare , if not I really will become weaker from day to day.And I can don't fall sick in this few months:)

Nobody accompany me go to WORK

2011-06-17T01:39:00.000-07:00

Yesterday my dear was going back to KL alone because I cant accompany him go back even he requested me...I really dont want to take 2 days of unpaid leave while my dear no need.Anyway, we are still got opportunity to go back together ,hihi. But I am alone these few days because nobody accompany me go working o...alone....nvm.....I need to learn to be more independent since I need to leave him for 2 more months.I think I cant lo:(

Yesterday Edwina praised me I am so Naive, straight , retarded , and so cute...hihi and then laughed at me....hihi.....anyway....I was always like that.....I am always so blur and absent-minded btw>.<

Melvin's wife also brought us the Kiwi cheesecake(actually it was not)for us, it was so delicious and nice look....I wish that I can do that also....I think I can ba xp

Tonight I am going to do many things-make many call to many people, surf Internet , start to sketch for my 2 essays, clean my face ,prepare for tml part time job,so I need to sleep late tonight....Aikz

I already start missing him .....I think he also....I hope so....

I need a Resolve

2011-06-15T02:24:00.000-07:00

Today was a complete working day for me because Nellie came back from Thailand....Haiz...nothing special she brought for us , just some biscuit!

I like this durian dessert so much....hihi.....taste nice and QQ de :)
Recently , I keep dreaming of my grandmum these few days since she passed away last year.It was terrible for me because this kind of dream will be happen at least 3 or 4 times a week....aikz...is it an omen for me or want me to do something???? I really dont know but nobody can tell me also.....I need a guide from my teacher ,Master Leong. I really worry about this 1 since I cant help her anything:( I think I will call my teacher tonight since I long time didnt talk to my teacher already....miss him and Kexin , Jinvoon also....hihi

I prayed that my grandmum can rest in peace~~~

I miss YESTERDAY so much

2011-06-13T06:06:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was the third day of my part time job as a MILO roadshow promoter :) and this day was also the happiest day among the three days because hit the highest sales...hihi:) We finished all the MILO products before 12.30pm then we went for lunch together with Kiki , Zhi Xiong , Alex ,Xin Yan. Don't know why I can be so easily so fast get along with them just like good buddy such as Alex who like to kidding and talking rubbish but made me laugh so much:) What a coincidence, Just want to tell you all that he just live in the block beside my block at the same street , HAHA.....I really stunned when I heard this.....I think this is our affinity.And also Xin Yan who is the china jovial girl , I chatted so much with her even we 1st time work together in foreign country:)

During the half day of working , I was really so delight with them even not in the air-con mall but we dint have any stress because we can just shout as loud as we can~~~'MILO promotion.....FREE Milo~~~' Really funny yet happy because my supervisor , Alex just praised me for my ability of speaking Bahasa Malaysia.....LOL....nothing to be proud also because here is S'pore but I just need him to recommend me for the future event jobs:) anticipating

Well.....how about today leh????Today is quite boring for me in the office even Nellie not in but Victor is coming back and also ask me go into his room because need to teach me how to chase payment politely....=.=Sienx but no choice....

OK ba nothing much for today .Later need to go my dear's school ,SP to accompany him for dinner since my aunt dint cook dinner for tonight:) see him later....

P/S:Today my tears almost run out from my eyes because I was so touched once I saw the paper slip from my dear.I can feel his sincerity this time:) I think I really love him more and more from day to day.

I hate Ulcer!!!!! I got done my works!!!

2011-06-10T01:46:00.000-07:00

Today I cant even smile and talk loudly because of my irritating ulcer, make me so miserable:(

Eating so slow some more cant eat the hard food and only can chew by one side of mouth.....Aiks , I want to cry already la....Yesterday I still OK de but don't know why today this stupid ulcer become bigger already:( I really hate it so much.Haiz no choice, later borrow my dear 's medicine to put some on it .Hope that can disappear faster....

Yor....our sale manager,Melvin come to Edwina's place and praise her that she is so responsible then come and complain me that nothing to do there should help Edwina o....Yor...I told him that I already done all my works leh.....I don't care lo as long as he don't go complaining to Nellie ok already~~~really rubbish bin,hihi~~~

Edwina really brought me her curtain leh.....is gold colour one hihi.I go back and try whether can or not:) She is really so nice lo and keep giving me and wee xian the snacks:)Thanks a lot.

Tomorrow I need to work at Sengkang Compass Point there leh.....walao....futher again....aikz...I don't know how to go also...hihi

I feel grateful to many people and need to say 'THANK YOU' to all these people(my GOD people)--Edwina,Wee Xian, Wei Hong, Ms Chua and all of you who helping me in my works:)

Happy just SMILE :)

2011-06-09T01:58:00.000-07:00

Hello guys:) Today my mood was so nice without certain reason....LaLaLa........

1st thing is Nellie went off earlier because she is going to Thailand travel so nobody will 'watching' me so tight....kekeke

2nd thing is our sale manager was giving me a lollipop just now and he said because I am still young, strongly agree:)

3rd thing is Edwina treat me so good leh .She said want to give me a curtain for my room.....but I need to ask the permission from jinlong goh goh 1st......hope that he said 'OK'

4th thing is I cooked a lovely breakfast for my dear but I never heard any comment from him until now....YOR

5th thing is today I didn't go 'dabao' alone (no need take the 5 heavy fish soup)and all Ahwu help me take~~~Wendy is not so bad as they scolded, she return the money to me quickly without chasing

6th thing is I can done all my works efficiently even there are many things come together:)got improvement is it????

7th thing is I hope that the relationship between my aunt and me is better than last time and I really pray that it will last for these few months and future:)

Just SMILE for anyone , anytime , anywhere no matter how was your today:)

The most enchanting SMILE is come from the truly happiness:)

Happy just SMILE:)

2011-06-08T01:41:00.000-07:00

Phew~~~Luckily it is just a nightmare but is a very real and horrify dream.I was so scared because I scare that this kind of dream will really happen in my real life in the future>.<(touch wood)choi````I dont want:( I really will cry as like in the dream.I dreamed that my daddy and my dear was having the cancer and they will leave me soon.Meanwhile my dear told me that I cant go dating with other guy since he is not along with me:(OMG ,what is that?????I want to forget this dream totally forever.....I really don't know how to encounter this devastating circumstances, I only know how to cry:( I wonder how was my daddy now???? I scare that I will receive a bad new from my aunt about my daddy out of sudden........I think I will be very regretful and repent upon what we had done for these few years(we never go back kampung to visit them even once).So, I am thinking that whether I want to go back next year????As mummy said,he is still our daddy in the end.

Today Edwina gave me 1 peanut cookies and dumpling again....and she is so nice and generous because she brought her ' secret recipe' and borrow me to photocopy leh.She teach me what she had learnt:)Share what she knew:)hihi...Really thanks a lot:)

Yahoo, later I need to go withdraw my money lo ......but I always be frugal, never waste my money since I start working because now I really realize that is my 'blood sweat money'.Hihi...:)

The Beginning of Culinary Art

2011-06-07T02:00:00.000-07:00

Hurray~~~

Eventually the brand new blender and the oven are reached my jinlong goh goh's house on Saturday~~~I dont know anything about them but I think they all quite costly and jinlong want to fix a small cupboard to put all these things in order to let my aunt make cake easily and convenient:)

Anyway, we all already had start baking our cake , ondeh-ondeh and kaya last days ago:) hihi but not so smooth lo because my aunt not so used to these new stuffs but it is better than me la because I totally don't know what is that and dont know how to adjust and fix all them because it is too complicated already...hihi

Here is the picture of my aunt making kaya for jinlong goh goh.....hihi.....

The kaya seems so smooth leh....Envy a bit hihi

My aunt was standing there for almost 1 hour to stir this kaya

I feel so cold and pain of my bone....is it sick???

2011-06-06T01:37:00.001-07:00

Today I felt so uncomfortable with this air-con because my hand temperature is so cold and my hand is painful through the bone inside....aikz....is it the sign of falling sick????I don't hope so because I need to work and I don't want take MC because I cant get my daily salary...:( part time job cant find, some more now need to plan for going back to KL end of this month or beginning of July...hmmm....dont know yet, will discuss with my dear later:)

The tormenting headache is make me so suffer and want rest.I think may be I slept too late around 12am yesterday night.Aikz...too bad.I had bring the onde-onde to office today for my colleagues to try but the result is quite disappointed due to nobody can finish it:(Edwina just eat 2 while WeeXian don't want to eat(she already eat 3 dumplings)and Nellie,Kelvin and Wendy just have 1 each.Hmm....nvm ba, I will try my best to do for the next time.So, I dint take any photo for this onde-onde because it dint look so attractive...paiseh

I dint tie up my hair today because I want to curl my hair naturally hihi, but cant while my hair will look very messy when dint comb it frequently...aiks...too bad.My colleagues also dint comment much about my hair.But this is the 1st time that they all saw my hair that dint tied up....hihi...

Btw today is the Dragon Boat Festival as well as my mother's Chinese birthday, don't know they got eat dumplings or not???hihi But luckily I had eaten 2 dumplings that made from Edwina(the chef in the office)some more I still bring 1 dumpling back home since my dear request it,but I don't know should give it to who~~~my dear or my aunt???Aiks...how a???If my dear want it then give to him lo,if not I will give to my aunt.OK ba:)

Anyway, later I must remember to call my mum and wish her 'Happy Birthday and Happy Dumpling Day'.With my utmost sincerity, I wish that all the Chinese can enjoy today,tomorrow,the day after tomorrow,and tml,tml,tml,tml..........

1st time Hold the company"GOLD"key

2011-06-03T20:07:00.000-07:00

Today is Saturday but I still need to work,really very tired. I am so brave because dare to sleep in the office for half an hour because there was ppl inside except Wendy and me so just sleep until my saliva come out . Once wake up then start checking the GST thing lo.After that , I feel no mood to continue ,plan to bring it back home to finish it....HIHI......Lazy girl really but no choice xp

Hmm, my cousin follow my aunt go back JB this morning lo, I feel quite reluctant to leave them leh, but no choice lo.I felt quite enjoy with them yesterday night, treated them MacD then we went to playground play swing....really like a childish girl, but I really miss this 'child' moment~~~

Tomorrow I am going to start my 1st part time job which is MILO Roadshow promoter near Ang Mo Kio there leh.....AIKS....very far but I am quite anticipating because I never try before.I must be hardworking and proactive to attract the pass-by to become my customer.I want many many commissions and I want this part time job for the whole month leh because my target salary for this part time job at least is 300 plus leh ,so I must be very hardworking and pray hard lo.....Hmmm, I sure can 1:)

A silent day in office

2011-06-03T02:36:00.000-07:00

A silent and tranquil day in the office ~~~hihi...because my colleague ,Edwina didnt come to work today,she take 1 day leave to make dunplings at home...hihi..dont know whether I can eat on Monday?!?!Hopefully got:)

AIKZ....no time to update my blog now cz the auntie like to give me stuffs to do at the last minutes..hate it so much lo.......>.<

An ordinary yet meaningful moment in the day

2011-06-02T01:16:00.000-07:00

Hihi, as usual my dear accompany me go to work while he go to school. On the train , he like to do many things for me....feel not so natural but feel warm sometimes, hihi~~~

He like to hug me so much in the train ....

He like to kiss my cheeks and mouth in the train also...

He like to say 'I love U' on my both ears in the train too....

He like to act like a giraffe in the train....

He like to hold my waist tightly in the train.....

He like to let me touch her tummy in the train(actually he dont like,hihi)

He like to ask for my goodbye kiss in the train....

He like to lean against the glass in the train because he want me to lean on him....

He like to push me into the train when there are crowd in the train....

He like to ask me stand properly in the train because I always move backwards because he like to act as a giraffee.....

He like to accompany me go working on Saturday then he will start nagging that like never take mrt before, hihi.....

He like to squeeze my nose in the train, weird and funny.....

He like to do anything in the train as long as I like...:)

He like to repeat the things above in the train....

But today he did something unusual, because he want to put something inside my bags without my attention.Finally, he can did it successfully because I pretend that I never see what he trying to do...hihi...let him happy awhile:)Anyway, thanks a lot for the writing,quite meaningful and memorable~~~I like it

I dont know why, but as I told him before.I just got 6 months to accompany you so you should accompany me to take train every day,after that, there will be no more chance like this:)

So, I do appreciate so much and hope you will do so:)

Feeling so ENTHUSIASTIC IN Bakery now!!!!

2011-06-01T02:19:00.000-07:00

Dont know why , these few days my enthusiatism in culinary art especially cake bakery is lingering around me especially today o.....I am so ravenous when I am thinking of what cake and desserts I will be going to bake...hihi...I want to bake many cakes for many people o....So delight and excited, cant wait for the moment that the oven is coming.....:)

But I really long time didnt make cheese cake already leh, dont know my standard will drop or not, just hope it wont , because my aunt will assist me*cheer happily*

Finally, all these oven, blender came already:)

Hmm , I am going to make onde-onde this weekend , I already told my aunt because I want her to buy the ingredients for me since JinLong Gohgoh request for want to eat this while we all also prefer to eat,hihi....Its the time for me to brandish my skills already~~~Anticipating

Let me list down my 'dream cake':

1.Oreo cheesecake---cz my colleagues just mentioned it during the lunch time

2.Japanese cheese cake---never try before

3.Others type cheese cake---cz their appearance so attractive and cute as me ^.^paiseh

4.Need to refer to the book later...:)

wait me ya

Tired almost exhausted..AIKZ

2011-05-31T00:21:00.001-07:00

Walao.....this (previous) post I type for so long and thinked so long but I deleted it unpurposely.....SHIT...fine...I really don't have any mood to redo all the writings already la but it was so meaningful lo because all about my sleeping time...HIHI....nvm now I write briefly ba for your overview and my memory....I can sleep anytime at everywhere as long as the weather not so hot until I sweating:

1.Sleeping while having my meal but only when I chewing my food la after that I will open my mouth and eye

2.Sleeping during the lessons but it is normal for the students now.I will wake up myself once my saliva come out from my mouth....abnormal but I don't care XP

3.Sleeping in the car once I board the car especially when I was on the way from 'gai gai'.

4.Sleeping on the sofa while on the way doing homework without changing pyjamas.

5.Sleeping on the friends home's sofa after playing crazy with friends without bothering them.

6.Sleeping even during the working times..AIKS...it is too bad

7.Sleeping while walking but of course need a people's guide

Still got many types of sleeping styles....update you all whenever I remember....:)

Part time job~~~Now I come!!!!

2011-05-26T19:52:00.000-07:00

Well....Since I nothing to do and so free in the office then I come to blogging lo...hihi

Aiks, the auntie(Nellie) keep staring on my PC see what is the website I surf for....bleh xp don't want bother her because I already done all my works already and she don't want give me any works...Very boring leh like this(so I am quite happy when I knew that I no need working here but actually not)

Recently , I really very hardworking to find many many part time jobs but until now I never be success even 1 part time job due to me is holding the working permit...AIKS...stupid.Therefore, this time I wont be so stupid already don't want tell them my working permit,if not I will never get a part time job.Hmm , later I am going to a training and briefing for the coming part time job as a beverage promoter , don't know will be success or not.I wish that I really can be success this time(pray hardly and sincerely) since my dear always ask me don't go do but I insist that I want so I must prove to him that I really can get a part time job and I must make sure that I cant afford it and I cant complain to him ,if not I will be nagged by him non-stop.GAMBATEH!!!

He really don't know why I keep insisting that want have a part time job because he was thinking that I not enough money . Actually not really because of this this matter , because I want buy many things for my family especially my brothers and mother,aunt also and my friends too.

Seriously , I need the extra money for it , some more I need to save the money as much as possible that I can earn!!! I don't want to tell him 1st because now I haven't achieve all those 'secrets' yet , but I must be very confident in myself that I sure can do it even you are not agree with it but I really need your support all the way.Hope that you can really understand me.......Just because that I am the eldest in the family but you are the youngest in your family!!

Anyway, I need to achieve my goals and target once the golden opportunity present itself as long as I am doing the right things for you all:)

Sleepy and tired working day

2011-04-10T20:47:00.002-07:00

ARG~.~ May be today is Monday,1st day of working day in a week , feeling so tired and sleepy ,I keep dozing off leh , wish to take half day leave go back home to sleep until enough lo....:( Now I am quite free ,nothing much to do ,but later need to chase payment already ,actually I hate to do it , but no choice lo. Just wish that the time can be elapsed so fast ,then I can go back home very soon to sleep early tonight....hihi...:) Btw....I am a lazy and sleepy girl even working I always wish to have a sweet nap....xP

Sleepy and tired working day

2011-04-10T20:47:00.001-07:00

My abandoned WaWa shoes and my dear Bento

2011-04-05T01:26:00.000-07:00

Sorry to show you all my dirty and abandoned WaWa shoes but I am quite hesitated to throw it at the end-sob sob..:( Because I had bought it in Times Square with Peimun not so long time ago. I didn't sayang it so much wear it go to work everyday for a long distance(from Jurong East to Aljuneid) and I didn't wash it even once .....paiseh....:(....SHIT....!!!Now I just remember that I still owe Peimun don't know twenty dollar or ten dollar leh...Really very sorry, I sure will return to you ASAP once I meet you....you wont angry with me right???hihi...XP

Well, now it is the time to brandish my breakfast bento for my Dear . Actually this is the 1st time I cook this bento for him in S'pore since he complain I never make him bento even once o???Fine, now I done it , YEAH :) It seems so nice and scrumptious yet salty a bit.But he still finish it because I cooked it with my utmost sincerity de o...:)I promised myself that I will cook him bento for many many next times again, but you must wait for me patiently o...hihi~~~

1st time Birthday Celebration in Office

2011-04-04T21:50:00.000-07:00

Today is my collegue birthday leh....hihi....and three more days is our sale manager's birthday o...but we celebrate together for they 2 lo,because it save money and cake,hihi Actually I want to buy some gift or cupcake for WeiXian and Woei Horng but end up with nothing because I cant find anything that is suitable for them , but I sure will buy something for them when I go back to KL in the end of this month.....ANTICIPATING....XP Our Popular collegue--Edwina , who is so expert and enthusiatic in culinary art , actually me too(paiseh),baked a chocolate cake for them lo...:) Nice and scrumptious....:) Lets we take a look at their picture...:)

Visit to public library in S'pore

2011-03-19T05:57:00.000-07:00

These are the 'KIASU' Singaporean...hihi

This was the 1st time I go to the public library in Singapore.....quite satisfied with it because is my dear guide me to go ...huh....He was so sienna when I asked him to bring me go along...because he nothing to do with me there.but we don't care just talk whatever we want , and I sit quite rude lo just like at my own house...huh...nothing wrong what.

We just walked around to find a ideal seat for us but still cant find it because it was the exam season in ALL the school...AIKZ.

Finally we sat in the sofa there but no plug for us to use the laptop , then I just see him to play his Facebook game lo...nothing much to do then its battery fat already...hmm......boring already.

OK ,it is time to go back home...:)

Anyway , thanks to my dear that bring me go to a new place when I request it even you are not so willing sometimes...hihi

I like the carpet so much.....clean and nice
He don't know how to take photo for me de.....:(
Trying to find some book to read...xp
All seats are full
Went to eat MCD before going to library
He is not him
The scene so solemn...hihi

SORRY

2011-03-14T07:01:00.000-07:00

What a day for me!!!

I never tried before but really made me totally no guts to face it .....AIKZ!!!

Anyway, I will face it bravely and steadily since I dint do anything else wrong even it shows that no respect to my aunt and my aunt bf.

I really feel extremely guilty and aghast at them!!!

Nothing I can say except SORRY and also SORRY~~~

Anticipating

2011-03-10T01:50:00.000-08:00

YAHOO!!!
Now waiting for dismiss from my work ....quite excited because later need to meet my DEAR and dinner together....where should we go ???
I really no idea actually....JURONG POINT???IMM???HAWKER CENTER???
anything la ust decide when meet him later....:)
A delight day for me and also all of you...:)

No more FAILURE!!!

2011-03-04T19:36:00.000-08:00

Hey.....today is saturday...but I still working for halfday...SIENZ....>_
But no choice , that is my fate hihi....nvm , I sure can endure it 2 more months or half of a year!!!!
YES!!!! I can not because the money but is I am WONG YI LING!
I had already encountered the failure recently, I don't wish that I will be defeated once again.....No more once again!!!!!!!!
Quite boring in office on Saturday lo because nothing to do except do the label of file den no more already...may be I am the one who extra de...but is OK due to my salary so UNSATISFIED!!!
Next of my plan is to change my job or may be find one more part time job to ENHANCE my salary in SING DOLLAR!!!
Lastly............I should be more confident and brave to face any obstacles in any circumstances so all of my family and friends and also my dear must give me 100% mental , physical and also moral support!!!
I don't want my dream but I want my wisdom

Wait me patiently to update ya~~~

2011-01-29T07:34:00.000-08:00

I am dozing off now so cant finish my blogging so you all must wait for me to update ya~~~hihi

Thanks for my friend 's golden time and consideration btw goodnite ba my friend~.~

1st night in Singapore

2011-01-12T08:30:00.000-08:00

Today I was alone at my aunt home because my aunt and her bf went for job in the early morning but I sleep till 9 plus...lazy lo.....feel like want to jog in the park down stair de but really very lazy ....so I wait until afternoon just go down to have my lunch which costs $2...quite cheap...hihi

At night , I cant fall into sleep easy because the room is very dark without light some more I am alone ....aikz...no choice lo...I compelled myself to sleep while I pray in my heart........

This is the moment that I start missing my family member and him lo...haiz...what to do???

Sweet dream and sleep tight ba :)

Cant sleep o
The wall picture that I like most among so many.....it was hanged on the room wall that I sleep o
The bolster is very hard to hug o....I miss mine in KL~~~
My lunch ,all vegetables
My 1st $50 dollar in Sg o....it was given by my aunt
Unbelievable.....the key board is so skinny like me....
I dont know how to use at all ...aikz
The 'Apple' desktop~~~

MUET result is Pronounced eventually~~~

2011-01-11T08:08:00.000-08:00

Walao....now I just know that Muet result was out for few days already o...limin just SMS me if not I really wont know forever...Aikz.....My heart pumped very fast o...panic plus no gut to view my result o...*trembling* but my cousin accompany to check .....Wow.....that is my result~~~ding ding ding~~~

Even that is not the best but it was an improve for me compared to the last exam and it was not a waste to pay the 60 bucks o because I am a pauper..no choice....:(

Thanks to the god.....I cherish the same hope for my STPM result , can you do me once again...God????I beg you , please!!!!#pray hardly with my utmost sincerity#

He said: It doesn't matter if I get the bad results..... but isn't really nothing for me???My answer is extremely : NO !!!!!!!

The Day before go to Singapore

2011-01-10T07:27:00.000-08:00

Before going to Singapore tomorrow,I stay at JB tonight ...hihi...I was so curious about my aunt home because I long time didn't come to here already..hmm.... I think got few years lo...

I had found a very cute hairband but that is not eligible for me , but i think it is more suit to Ms.Strawberry~~Alison Ng...hihi....but quite nice when I wore it to take a photo.....*bleh*

My aunt so geng o...she was a babysitter for three kids .The 1st one is Eunice (A-girl) , the second one is Jia Ling (Big head ) , and the youngest one is Shi Jie(Big Eye). Three of them were very funny and mischievous but I like it , I always tease and sneer at them de.....but My aunt always chide them de...hihi

The JVC tv....watching the Singapore hokian drama...
Eunice~~~A-girl
The hairband is bought from Cameron de
Paiseh~~~A-girl don't want face my camera...hihi

1st day in Singapore in 2011

2011-01-09T08:10:00.000-08:00

Yesterday I took a ride from KL to JB myself......damn boring in the bus....totally cant sleep....then I kept day dreaming there and sit very rude because only got 6 passengers all the journey including me ......hmmm.....the longer way it going , the much I miss my dear!!!!
The most beh song is the driver condemn me when arrived Larkin terminal...aikz...I was so innocent lo....yor..fine!!!!

so empty the bus..hihi

Yesterday I took a ride from KL to JB myself......damn boring in the bus....totally cant sleep....then I kept day dreaming there and sit very rude because only got 6 passengers all the journey including me ......hmmm.....the longer way it going , the much I miss my dear!!!!

The most beh song is the driver condemn me when arrived Larkin terminal...aikz...I was so innocent lo....yor..fine!!!!

Today I followed my aunt came to Singapore lo, my aunt live in Jurong East , my dear too...but cant meet today....

At first glance , I can feel that my aunt's boy friend welcome me so much but I dunno my aunt leh, I scare will disturb they two 's world but they still treat me very nice......THANK YOU!!!

Midnight already lo.....start missing my KL home......my aunt , my mummy , my sister , my ahzai ,my cousin , my brother ya.....and also my sofa bed ya....:(

Tml just call them ba.....hmmm...I want to sleep because my body cant withstand it anymore......

Goodnight everyone.....The best and my warmest regard to my lovest one....:)

Escort My Elder Brother to NS

2011-01-03T06:59:00.000-08:00

Blink~my brother was 18 year-old already lo . Of course , he had been nominated to go National Service for 3 months.My brother keep feeling rebel to go there because he think that it is a waste of time so he planned to escape when there was less than 3 Chinese in the bus tomorrow, hihi!!!

My foolhardy brother need to succumb to his fate that most of the candidates are Chinese! He cant escape already . We saw one girl started crying in the bus o but my brother seem like no feeling , hihi . We bid them farewell when all the candidates were arrived .....

SEPANG~~~here they go lo~~~All the best and good luck to them!!!

My brother's luggages and pail
My aunt was helping my brother take the luggage
My mummy and aunty
YEAH!!!
BYE~BYE*sob sob*

A Brand New 2011 Year

2011-01-01T07:59:00.000-08:00

Blinking my eyes........2010 had elapsed already....

I fall asleep at sofa there while waiting the fireworks show.....huh

Anyway , my brother had recorded the video foe me huh.

hmm, Happy New Year then!!!! but I don't have any new plan yet , just let the nature take its course ba as my dear always say.....hihi

I still will remember all the moment in 2010!!!

All the dreams in my heart sure can be the Reality soon.......I am anticipating!!!!

A delighted day with my friend and my dear...")

2010-06-13T06:36:00.000-07:00

Going to fetch them...:)

see their bright grin....:)

3 sweet girls..:)
My dearest crony ~~~PeiMun. Siow ee and me long time didn't meet you already......sorry a is me always delay it...but today can meet you up ultimately also.....but not every thing is going smooth tonight but we still can enjoy our cheerful and merry moment...I felt very enjoyed while I listen to you 2 talk your stories.....hihi...may be long time didn't see then got a lot of stories to talk...once you talk will be non-stop...hihi.....

But I feel deeply sorry to you 2because made you two back home quite late and lost the parking ticket aikz...and 1st time made you two so afraid of my DEAR because of his black face...I knew it will be very terrible and horrible....Sorry...:(

p\s:special thanks to my DEAR's surprise.....coming to me suddenly.....this time your surprise was succeed finally.....I like it..hihi...I sure will hug you if there are only left me and you...hihi....MUACKZ

Making the CORN dessert

2010-06-12T05:56:00.000-07:00

The needed ingredients

2 trays of the corn dessert.....
don't even judge my dessert by its cover lo

YEAH!!!!
My brother is enjoying the dessert..hihi
Eventually I also done my Corn dessert...hihi...this is the 1st time I do this type of dessert ...felt panic a bit when I boiled it half way because I keep adding the corn flour when boiling it when I see the mixture haven become thick , still in liquid form , but it become thick very soon aikz...make me more panic I ask my brother help me to add more water until its taste not so sweet already aikz...actually the whole process is very easy and simply , but just need to stir it during the whole process....then we poured the mixture into 2 trays...1 small and 1 bigger...the colour not so attracting lo because not so yellowish as my friend's...nvm..I will try it next time because many people haven't try it because I am not dare to let people try this since this is not the perfect.....hihi

DEAR...wait for me ya...:)

Hair Treatment

2010-06-11T05:46:00.000-07:00

This HOLISTIC hair care is located near Leisure Mall there .
My head felt damn pain and hot like burnt while steaming...aikz
Finally went for the hair treatment with mummy...hihi...but mummy don't want to buy the shampoo and tonic for me o because its price are quite expensive o aikz..nvm lo....what to do....

CONCLUSION: my hair is too dry so will easily become oily finally ...aikz and should not wash my hair too frequent de maximum once a day......

Enjoy Yam cha moment

2010-06-08T04:48:00.000-07:00

hihi....my favourite...:)
Jern Yuan is having his maggie goreng.....next time I want eat it....
Tonight go yam cha with JernYuan because I want to eat the cheese 'nun'...long time didn't eat already , at 1st we go meet his friend then chit -chat at Dolphin Pandan Indah , I thought I cant eat tonight de la but later JY tell me we go for the second round after this...hihi...but I am quite full already...but still need to thanks to him because lend me his ear when I m talking even non-sense and I also enjoy to listening to his stories, I enjoy the moment with this friend but I more prefer that if my DEAR is together with us ...:)

Apple-mango

2010-06-06T06:56:00.000-07:00

I cant differentiate them...whether is APPLE or MANGO???
hihi...this is the 1st time I eat this type of fruit.

see my ahzai...hihi
Have you all seen this type of mango ma???

This is the 1st time I see this type of mango which it is called 苹果芒......so cute and it is so mouth-watering lo...its taste is better than mango...really.....if you don't believe go and have a try ya...:)

Wesak Day

2010-06-06T06:13:00.000-07:00

Today is the public holiday because today is WESAK day....hihi...

My aunt brought us to a temple which is located beside the Naam Kheung primary school to pray...this not the temple that I go usually...that one I go de is Amitabha Buddha Society which is located at Pandan Indah...but I seldom go there since I was engaged in my Form 6...aikz...suddenly feel guilty to all teachers over there...:(....Sorry teachers

After we had the lunch there then I rest by sitting there and wait 4 my aunt and my brother and sister....me very lazy 1 ...:p

p/s :I really don't know how to write the post 4 my blog anymore since I had abandoned my blog long time ago

The temple's decorations are so solemn o......
Beside the temple

So enchanting rite and natural......rite...got mini waterfall 1

and still got 1 fish pond....
and still got rear some livestock
the mini jumbo sale...hihi
my cousin, brother and sister
me....
see my aunt and cousin....I don't know what are they doing???
YEAH...

Loose again this year

2010-04-28T06:25:00.000-07:00

after the contest......

Finally fall asleep on the sofa...aikz
Today we had participated in the BOLA JARING contest......aikz.....we all loose in the pity and injured condition...LOL...haiz..what to do...just succumb to our fate lo.....:)

My right hand still very pain and my right hand side eye corner got a little bit bruise...hihi....

I always cherish the hope that we will WIN at least once but always loose at least twice...:)

I need to apologise sincerely to whoever I had been so rude and hurt you all....SORRY ....:)

as mummy said: just a competition , the moment of win will elapse , the moment of loose will also elapse finally.....nothing to be worry...:)

A hopeless girl

2010-04-20T06:09:00.000-07:00

Am I an USELESS and HOPELESS girl????

I start feeling ambivalent now~~I start to condemn , blame and not confident with what I had done!!!

I always believe in what my teacher had taught every week , I knew that I cant fulfill teacher's aspiration but I always keep delivering his teachings.What I hope to get back is not any reward , but just a little caring for me~~but cant ultimately.

I always being self-deception because I always tell myself that she will treat me like before but the condition is always in converse.

I should encounter the adversity and learn to be more adamant in this excruciating circumstances.

I am not a PAMPERED girl anymore from now on!!!

A Tranquil Sunday

2010-04-04T02:45:00.000-07:00

Camera shy...LOL
JY dessert
my drink
In JY room
GO high-tea with my DEAR and JERN YUAN after that I do my homework at JY 's room while they two playing the PS2.....

Finally...my HAIR....

2010-04-04T02:12:00.000-07:00

Ultimately I went for a hair cut...YAHOO...so fresh and rejuvenating . Actually I had been warned by three prefects for 3 times already....hihi...hmmm....lets see my mother , my aunt ,my dear , my friend , and all of my classmates de comment ......hihi.....dont scoff at me a if you feel very funny with my hairstyle but I am still gratified by my hairstyle...:)

MY MUM :very nice a , have a student look...LOL
MY AUNT:yer....why cut till so tidy de??
MY DEAR:Like wearing the helmet o....:( yor
MY FRIEND:hmm...like the Japanese little soldier(cartoon)if wearing one jacket and put on one big school bag.....aikz...
MY CLASSMATES:quite cute lo.....hihi....not used to see it ....finally go and cut it already lo...some ask why I cut so short?hihi....
Anyway....thanks for you all de comment.....:)
my longer hair
My shorter hair
My hair trim so straight o......horizontal line------

My ECO textbook

2010-03-30T06:10:00.000-07:00

Finally I had wrapped my ECO textbook with a transparent wrapping paper.....hihi...although the paper is not so enchanting but the most important is to protect it from any damage because I bought it at an original price o....:( anyway...:)I will use it in the right way....

I will read through this textbook tenaciously even I will be flummoxed with the content inside sometimes.

2010 EARTH HOUR

2010-03-27T06:46:00.000-07:00

My living room in a dark situation

My family had been supported this campaign by switching off the light in the living room for 1 hour.....hihi....There is a lofty aim behind this campaign.so as one of the sensible citizen , we should embrace our responsibility for environmental stewardship and commit to raise environmental awareness among our associates and communities...:) don't you all agree with me...hihi :)

Account Tuition

2010-03-26T06:28:00.000-07:00

Hmmm...as usual we go to Account tuition after school ..hihi....we took a ride on Limin's car....aikz...see my two friend...don't know what they two want to show...their action and their gesture are quite funny and humorous..so I seize the opportunity to capture that moment while they didn't realize what I had done ....hihi.....
At the beginning........after a moment....
First pose
Second pose
Third pose
My lunch for today......
Edfred Ang...you are my enemy...always delete my pictures without my permission!!!!!

2010 CNY post

2010-03-19T05:43:00.000-07:00

My Favourite Picture......hihi

2010 Chinese New Year
Sorry a all of my friends....update this CNY post so late..aikz...now I just post some part only.This CNY is a hilarious and elated new year 4 me because I had visited many friends 's house o...hihi
From my utmost sincerity, Let me make a wish for everyone and sow the seeds of tomorrow's continued prosperity....2010 new year...:)
At Wern Hui 's house
Siow ee and I were so hungry...eating all these....hihi Siow ee was learning the culinary art from Amanda...hoho
Girl gambling
Guy gambling

At FoTang Gathering
Faster come to have a group picture la.....
In the TV room now.....
We were watching the movie...like in the cinema.....

We sing K after watching movie...all free.....hihi
these were the ang-pau which I get to9 but I didn't get 1 o...:(

Brand New Sofa

2010-03-19T04:50:00.000-07:00

The labours were get rid of the plastic to fix the new sofa

They were so anticipate to sit the new sofa

Overall

4 pillows here....

This was my aunt marvelous and splendid idea to change a new "LORENZO" sofa for this home...hihi....I had no comment because she didn't bring me to choose the sofa then just bought it with her versatile credit card already lo...aiks....

Jern Yuan 22th Birthday

2010-03-16T05:18:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to Jern Yuan.....
My dear and I bought a present to him....I spend almost 1 hour to wrap this present lo because I am so abysmal in wrapping present....:( sorry if there were many flaws on the present.....hihi.....

The present
The Couple..... The Gang..........

不要哭，我是不会哭的！！！

2010-03-14T04:14:00.000-07:00

不要哭。。。。

现在的我只懂得哭，难道我就真的不能把眼泪流到心里面吗？？？？？

我知道我一定能的，但是再也不会是现在，我知道以前的我拥有太多的依赖，但是我是不会哭的。。。现在呢？从老师教我那天起，我已学会不能埋怨任何的不幸，就算我再怎样掉泪，我也会告诉自己一切都会过去，因为我知道我没有别人那么幸福快乐，也许我本来就没有那种资格去拥有这种永恒的幸福快乐，但我并不想认命，我不想这一辈子都比别人不幸，我真的很不甘心！！！

我开始埋怨，开始质问为什么每次流泪的那一个一定会是我？？？为什么我的微笑就不能常挂在嘴边？？？最后我还是告诉自己不能埋怨，我会心甘情愿地接受，但我也不会认命！！！就算今天我再怎样被人看不起，被人唾弃，我也一定会坚持到底！！！

今天的冷战，我把眼泪吞进心里，我再也不是以前被她娇生惯养的那个女生了，我想要的一切再也得不到任何的回应了，我想要的就只能成为一直都不能达到的渴望。

现在我什么都不敢渴望了，我什么都不想要，只是哀求你可以不要对我说出一些以前你绝对不会对我说的话吗？我不想每一次都把眼泪往心里面吞，我会很累！！！也许你不懂，我也不敢让你懂，因为你不会同情我。我告诉自己不用紧，因为我一直深信你还疼着我！是吗？？？

就那么一句话，你都不想对我说吗？？？我宁肯你骂我，都不愿陷在冷战里面！！！

我一直很怀念以前被别人羡慕的眼光，被阿姨说你疼我胜于你疼你的儿子。这一切是真的吗？

今天我只吃了早餐，因为你说你不会让我吃午餐和晚餐，你没当面告诉我，我早就知道你会将对我。我看到桌面放着一包饭，你说不是给我的。我不知道，真想听到你叫我吃。并不是因为我很饿，使我真的很想再次听到你叫我的名字。知道现在你都没有对我说出任何一句话，刚刚你才把我骂了一顿。我已经知道答案了，你是不会再叫我的名字了。我做什么你都不顺眼，你都得把我给骂，难道你真的很想一直骂我吗？你骂吧，我早就习惯被你骂的滋味。苦中带甜里，只是苦的总比甜的多。

刚刚我的泪水才夺眶而出。。。。

Feel remorseful again....:(

2010-02-25T01:42:00.000-08:00

18/2/10~~~OUTING
Actually ZiLiang's house is the 1st house.....but just because I m so late so I just go there sit awhile only.
The 1st house we visited is .....RYAN 's house....

Ryan....

Jern Yuan and Ivan were gambling at HonSim 's house now

The 2nd house is HON SIM......

What are they doing again????Gambling again...hihi...

Zu Ken was teaching us how to play 'Lami' on the ground using the Poker card

OK now we played using the 'LAMI' ...hihi.........

After this we went to have our dinner....I forgot the name of restaurant...I just remember is start with "R".

The LOVE shaped adornment was hanged on the tree trunk....so nice.....:)

the last house is Jern Yao.....I just watched the movie and also watched them keep gambling......

Finally I was in a sad pickle because it was too late 4 me 2 go back home some more my mum had call me already....:( so anguish now because my dear also started nagging at me already...

:( sorry ya...I realised that I had brought many trouble to you all when I out with you all....:(

By the way......need to say thank you to you all because you all had brought me a lot of
delectation and also gratification today.....:)Thanks you Jern Yuan and also my DEAR...:)

Today is the 2nd day I came back from hometown ,I am alone at home because my mum go working already and my aunt they all haven't come back yet......I don't want be alone at home o....so I sms Jern Yuan to ask him got any plan 4 me or not but he never reply me....:( then i thought is a hopeless day 4 me de la....haiz...but while I am hectic with the household chores,I received an call from Ryan , they ask me whether want join their house visiting or not?????? then I sure promise them since I don't want laze the whole day at my home only...hihi....but 2 hours plus had elapsed already aikz.....I go and take my bath asap because I am afraid lest they all don't want to wait 4 me again.......:(

Specially post 4 my Friend

2010-02-22T06:04:00.000-08:00

The 1st impression.....hihi

Lets we open it........
The 2nd impression .........
Ke Xin put the present on the letter box o.....she said it is so match with your present lo...hihi

Finally, your present is unearthed by us...hoho........

Nice or not.....is a cup of chocolate o...so sweet.....because he present to you be4 Valentine's Day but you still cant receive it.....so just feel the sweetness from here lo......:)

No worry.......we never ate your chocolate...also not dare to do so....it is still an intact present from HIM.

SORRY my friend ~~~Jin Voon that I always delay to post the Present which is from him to YOU.......Sincerely apologise because you never denounced me ....but just nag at me...hihi.......I knew that You are sure curious about the present ...hihi,......ok la...now I post it 4 u specially.........APPLAUSE.......

My Brand Purse

2010-02-05T02:09:00.000-08:00

The junks inside my purse.....
BLINK......Limin....Siow ee and mine.....
WELL!!!!!Lets just talk about my purse.......I had change my new purse ...hihi...because there are many trash in my old purse.....my purse is pink in colour , it was bought by my aunt since a long time ago.....Coincidentally , two of my cronies 's purses are also pink in colour...LOL...:)
Actually my purse is a versatile purse because it can accommodate many trivial stuffs...hihi....
Last but not least , I need to thank Siow ee and Kaijie that picking up my purse when I had lost it.....how negligent I am....:(

A Woeful day

2010-02-03T04:54:00.000-08:00

"When you are sorrowful , look into your inner heart and you shall see that you are weeping for that which has been your delectation."

I am so lugubrious now.....my woes is unabated...........

imsostupid

MISSING you 2......

2010-02-01T04:45:00.000-08:00

JIN VOON & KE XIN ~~~my 2 JOVIAL pals who can share their soreness and also jubilant incident with me....:) & :(
OLD TOWN one of the place we like to go and have a nice chit-chat......:)

Hmm...long time didn't meet my 2 dear friends already~~~ they sure got many topic to share with me de...me also....:(...I miss you too so much lo.....

I will be here whenever you two need me to be your faith listener...:)

22/ 1/10------NOTHING special

2010-02-01T04:18:00.000-08:00

The driver of the day~~~
The patient~~~
Today Limin is sick because she is getting too stress with the homework (just a badinage )....may be the weather is so bad recently since the CNY just around the corner.....so today KJ drive her car to fetch her back while we two also follow them because we got tuition ma...hihi.....:) anyway thanks for Limin 's lifting...:)

An Aberrant day

2010-01-29T05:10:00.000-08:00

So sad...:( this time nobody will look at my camera......

No worry....your sadness and sorrow will be like this train....will be shaded away from you ultimately...:)just smile

The sweet that I owe Kaijie

My shoes....:( actually is very white de.....

Today tuition till 4.30pm but it was raining dog and cat....AIKZ....we share the umbrella but everyone also drenched......the wind is strong and we 3 are freeze in cold and trembling....wow....my shoes already out of my recognition...just like a pair of RUBBISH shoes....nvm...I will wash it till white white this week...:)

I dunno what should write here...:(

but I don't want my friend become aberrant all of a sudden...become emotional......I DON'T WANT because I don't know how to console people, if you are gloomy and upset......I can be more gloomy and emotional than you all......I DON'T WANT!!!!!!!!!

Please SMILE not only for me and also for yourself........can??????

MISS HIM :(

2010-01-25T04:15:00.000-08:00

I miss him so much today ~~~
My friend had mentioned it again 4 me~~~
I felt that so guilty~~~
I cant do anything 4 him right now~~~
The only things that I can do now is just keep waiting for him~~~
I always foster a hope in my life because I believe in YOU~~~
I will promise you that I wont squabble over the trivial matter ~~~
because it will hurt you~~~
I don't want!!!!!
nothing can do 4 you when I had done wrong~~~
just a deepest and heartfelt apology from me ~~~
even you start getting bored with it~~~
DEAR~~~don't haul me over the coals~~~
even you seldom do it, but I will scare of this~~~
DEAR~~~don't be fussed over me~~~
I will stray in emptiness if you wont ask 4 me again one day~~~
My eyes are misty again now~~~
I don't want~~~~When I just can hold you again...........??????

2010-01-20T04:23:00.000-08:00

Smile Smile :)
see my eyes can see that I am quite tired...hihi....:)
Today I go tuition in an ambivalent mood because I am quite tired after the co-curriculum activities , but I insist of going because I need to meet my dear on Saturday...hihi...:) but I haven't ask my aunt and my mummy permission ...aikz....hmm....then I concentrate in my tuition class , because I just sit beside my teacher!!!but I am not so exhausted , I continue my works until 6.30pm......the time is always elapsed so fast ...:)so we must always remember a quote : "Procrastination is the thief of time" to remind myself that cant waste the golden time anymore.:)

Education FAIR

2010-01-17T05:37:00.000-08:00

4 of us..=)
Limin and her mother.....the sun is so oppresive!!!!!
The main entrance!!!!
Siow Ee and the pole.....the colour is so matching each other...LOL
Kaijie is so concentrate in looking for the info.....
Hihi.....You are the background!!!!
The gentleman driver...
We suddenly meet Kaiyang and her father
Limin and me....shopping....:)

SEE.....Siow ee anf kaijie only got 2 bags....
So relax o ......:)
Only 4 of us go to the EDUCATION FAIR today......but still quite enjoy our visit...hihi.....Limin 's parents fetch us go Shah Alam --Stadium Malawati.....WoW!!!!!!!!Really people mountain people sea...most of the visitors are the Malay, where is the Chinese????We are the only 4 ..hihi...no la...just so difficult to find the Chinese inside the stadium...but anyway , just walk to the counter 1 by 1 our own.At 1st, we follow Limin and her mother but we walk separately finally ! I follow Limin and her mother to take many set of information from different counter......hihi...like shopping !!!!!!!

After this , lets go have our lunch....all the dishes are so delicious, actually I don't want eat the fish but still cant endure the tasty of that fish then just try a little bit lo......Eventually,Kaijie fetch me back home....YEAH!!!!!

CONCLUSION:I am quite enjoy the moment with 3 of you today, don't 3 of you feel so????

Need to thanks Limin and her Parents and also Kaijie for fetching us ....Feel grateful because always got people fetch me go there and here...sincerely Thanks all of YOU!!!!!!!

DEAR....6 months already:)

2010-01-09T07:24:00.000-08:00

DEAR, we had been together for SIX months already , I cant imagine the time was elapsed so soon.....but I still will remember how long we had been together even YOU are not always be with me...:)

I will encounter all the adversity with my courage and my bravery when you are not around me .....:) but I always feel the emptiness when you are not around me......I will appreciate every moment be with YOU even it is less than others :)

I LIKE YOU ......I do not have the right to say I LOVE YOU because my actions do not speak in this way, please give me more time until I have the right to say I LOVE YOU~~~

T-Bowl Trip

2010-01-09T06:00:00.000-08:00

IN THE CLASSROOM

So messy my table...hihi....because no people beside me!!!!!!

SEE!!!!!!!!!only me in the class in this moment!!!!!!!

THE LAVATORY THEME RESTAURANT

' T ' stands for Toilet!!!

YEAH!!!!!!!! U6A1...Smile....:)

Everyone is sitting on the toilet

Do you see SIN HOONG is taking the 'SHIT' from ahlai 's 'TOILET' bowl.???
Got tub????
The 'TOOTHBRUSH' menu
The 'BASIN 'table The shower
this toast is not nice because it is tasteless for me...:(
Aiyo...today is SATURDAY which is the school replacement day for the HARI RAYA .....damn lazy go to school but no choice also , because I told my aunt already , so I need to go to school......but I never thought that my class only got 5 peoples over 25 peoples present today....The 5 peoples are YING MEI ,SY YIEE , SUGANTHI , ME and the only 1 boy , KAH HOW......our class has the least student today...so PROUD....XD
After school ,Wern Hui and I go to Sungai Wang to meet UA1 members . We all go to T-Bowl to 'EAT SHIT' .....!!!!!! I will always remember today because SIN HOONG has deceived me for the second time.....Aikz,how stupid and naive am I ????but anyway...I wont believe her anymore :(
I Feel The Miserable Of Missing my DEAR when I Am In The Emptiness :(
My Eyes Became MISTY again.........

1st day of tuition in 2010

2010-01-08T05:33:00.000-08:00

Enjoying our lunch in the PETALING STREET market

Busy chit chatting before tuition start...:)

AIKZ....this is the 1st day tuition in the 1st week of schooling ...yor...so tired and lazy la.....:( but no choice....like I was compelled by others to go tuition..hihi ...anyway, I am still delight because there are many buddies together with me during tuition time....hmmm.....so fast feeling drowsy once the teacher start teaching some more the air-conditioner has posed me freeze in cold and also trembling...zzzzzzzz....finally its the time to dismiss..aikz...the toilet is full house...hate it.....!!!!!!!

Ask Jern Yuan come and pick me at lrt station and also ask him to go night market lo, but he said don't want because he don't want go too far o...ok lo ....but I also surrender because it is raining when I reach lrt there...hihi..=P...then he fetch me go Xin Ming house help Siow Ee take the muffin recipe....THANKS YOU Xin Ming...:) and also THANKS YOU Jern Yuan ...:)

2010-01-05T06:07:00.000-08:00

Not so many actually just because of I seldom can eat chocolate...hihi
MANY MANY MANY CHOCOLATES OOO...HIHI...SO gleefully to see this...:)
all of these chocolates are delivered by my ahzai 's mummy from HOLLAND .....:)
nothing else.....just want to share my happiness with all of my dearest family and friends.......hope that we will been ablaze with enthusiasm everyday :)

I WANT TO ACHIEVE A COUP

2010-01-04T05:02:00.000-08:00

2OIO HECTIC SCHOOL LIFE HAD STARTED!!!!!!

My souvenirs Monitor still is the monitor in this year!!!

Decorating the birthday board>.<

GLEEFUL?????SIGHING????or PUZZLING????What should we feel?????
The time had elapsed so soon....today is the 1st day of schooling...aikz....I haven't prepared yet.....:(Hmm.....but we still encounter this truth ....because we are still been together although our class name had changed to UA1.....we need to continue our splendid and hilarious moment in this year.....:)
I had received 2 souvenirs from my classmates which are a cosmetic mirror and a bookmark...I will appreciate them...thanks for my friends!!!!!!!!
We are the students of UPPER SIX now....I have to cherish many hopes in many aspects:)
Nonetheless, we need to put relentless and strenuous efforts into my study, my routine , my healthy , my routine , my relationship and many many .....
Just wish that our class can be the best in this year even there are many arduous circumstances in this year...but I believe that we sure can defeat it to gain the victory!!!!!!!!!!
By the way , I miss my dear so much day by day....today is the third day he had leave me...:(
DEAR~~~~~

HAPPY NEW YEAR

2010-01-01T05:35:00.000-08:00

My favourite CHOCOLATES
Isn't clear???

The brand is TOSHIBA.....

HAPPY 2OIO NEW YEAR to everyone :)

New year ...new TV and DVD player.....my aunt bought it with a reasonable price :) she was quite satisfy with it...hihi...:)

Something had touched me when I open my school bag today ......because I had discovered there are two chocolates which are my favourite inside my bags o.....all in a sudden , I knew that is my brother gave me one....these days I had went out , therefore they cant give me directly then he do like this...not surprise is touched!!!!!!!Thanks my brothers......I felt SORRY to them because didn't accompany you two during this holiday some more you two stay at home for a short period only.....Sincerely SORRY...:(

I will try to expiate my fault......:(

SWIMMING...:(

2009-12-26T22:22:00.000-08:00

After swimming...HAIZZ...:(

The tranquil scene from her balcony

My aunt new home....so clean o...the floor is so smooth until I almost fall down

Before I go swim....I look like so fat lo....isnt???

SWIM SWIM SWIM.....swim...my swimming is so suck already.....HAIZ.....I am so weak and so lazy to practise lo....so today is the 1st time I start swimming again since I had start engaging my F6 hectic school life.....Aikz.....Suddenly I like got the phobia of the water o...OMG.....but so fast can get used to it already .....WHO CAN BRACE ME UP TO ENHANCE MY PROFICIENCY IN SWIMMING????

HAPPY MIDWINTER

2009-12-26T21:56:00.000-08:00

I am wearing the T-shirt which was given by my dear~~

My cousin and my sister

The snow man in the middle of the snow balls

MY SISTER

MY COUSIN

My cousin 's snow man........

The colourful tang yuen in the pot

The cooked tang yuen in the red bowl

My ahzai is eating the tang yuen now

HAPPY MIDWINTER to my dearest family , my friends , and also all of my relatives.This feast is so vital and representative for the all Chinese.....so my family also made the 'tang yuen' by ourselves....we 3 siblings simply made it because my aunt just bought a little of flour .....but got 3 different colours....pink, green , and also yellow and white too....:P....should be in blithe and grateful mood ...:)

2009-12-21T08:23:00.000-08:00

MY PASS .....:)

Recently my apartment (I dunno how 2 describe actually) start using the PASS to open the gate...AIKZ...really so mafan lo......no choice....YESTERDAY is the 1st time I used that PASS ....Just hope that this safety measure can be worked at all time....

2009-12-20T06:54:00.000-08:00

The fruit sacrifice that WE 3 ( JIN VOON , JIA HENG , AND ME ) accumulate 1.....

This snack sacrifice ...haiz.....we 3 simply make .....dunno like what....cz is our 1st time ma.....XD

SEE.......how tired I am......and so difficult to take this photo lo.....paiseh leh....

JIA HENG.....the tallest guy among us....go eat herbal egg and the desserts...THANKS 4 BELANJA me a.....

HAHA......thz 4 looking here when I was taking this photo without letting him know....

JIN VOON seem so cheerful and delight today hor......isnt because of the guy beside you????

JIAN QIANG and RONG KANG (no need cover your face edi la........)

RONG KANG was introducing someone else beside him...hihi
WHOSE HAND A?????........is...........
......KE XIN who was laughing...haha
Everybody was so happy o....:)
HOPE YOU CAN RECOVER ASAP.......GOD WILL BLESS YOU......:)
Today go to PANDAN INDAH again , my BUDDHA SOCIETY (not mine actually, is the place i always go) to attend 三时系念 again...hihi....this events is always been organised....dont ask me why ya.....I just go there 2 contribute my help as a volunteer....hihi...but I am always so tired when being volunteer no matter where and when...haiz....so not respect lo...no choice.....Just SINCERELY APOLOGIZE to whoever I had done wrong to.....
But I was so blithe when we all ( all UUM volunteer ) can be together again.....:)
Quite less picture that I can capture because there is no chance 4 me to do like that somemore I need 2 respect this SOLEMN place o.....

Need to SUBMIT TO MY FATE...:(

2009-12-05T06:42:00.000-08:00

Wont be updated 4 these 2 weeks because I will be going to KEDAH tomorrow to be the volunteer o......so just wish myself that will be lucky and hopeful days 4 me in these 2 weeks ...:)

I am very fed up with the arrangement of the volunteer duty o........:( 1st time I am being treated like that.....no choice....need to submit 2 my fate...:(

RUSH RUSH RUSH

2009-12-04T06:22:00.000-08:00

SIOW EE 's turn
The dress is not belong to me finally...:(
This is the day that packed with a lot of plans....hmm.....but very rush to carry out these plans...AIKZ.....Go tuition at 9.30am in the morning until 12.30pm in the afternoon.....after that , SIOW EE and I go back my home 1st because I need 2 make sure that my brother and sister are able 2 settle their lunch ......then I need 2 rush to saloon with Siow ee without having our lunch.....HUNGRY...:(...just eat some bread in the car while i driving.We had waited 4 1 hour ......chat with siow ee until I want 2 sleep liao.....Finally is our turn liao....faster cut lo then rushed to JUSCO 2 buy something .We two walk there and here also need 2 hours .....not really people mountain people sea as yesterday.I had tried 1 dress but didn't buy it finally because its cutting is not standard ( may be I am quite demanding )...xD ......It is just a simple dress but look like so cheerful and bright....but may be it is not belong to me...I need to submit to my fate...no choice...:)...On the way back home, my aunt give me an emergency call that need 2 fetch my sister go TAMAN MIDAH 2 take her school stuff ....OMG.....need 2 rush back then receive her call again that may be not today so no need go then...YOR....quite frustrating lo.....but no choice....she is my aunt what????but i also need to fetch Siow ee back home...OMG....TRAFFIC JAM....hate it....Later need 2 fetch my brother back......tired of driving today.....Today go wherever also need to RUSH RUSH RUSH....so hesitate 2 leave both of my BROTHERS.....we didn't play basketball together in this holiday o....:(

A Weary Day

2009-12-02T04:46:00.000-08:00

In the bus at 3.00am...cant see anything.
The place that we had our breakfast
See the sea is so wide and beautiful...how I wish I can have a nice day on the ship.

This is the ship that we want to take
In the ship so cold o.....

The temple is so solemn even its small.
The sacrifices

The entrance of the ship
In the bus...go back to KL lo.....sleepy...HoH
The PERAK night scene
Today I accompany my grandmum go to PULAU PANGKOR attend an BUDDHA event---三时系念.WOW.....its so exhausting o.....because I need wake up at 2.00am in the morning and go somewhere to take bus then need go to the port to take ship again.....HOH!!!~@~sleepy o....We depart from KL around 3am by bus....I barely sleep in the bus because the air-conditioner is too cold ,make me freeze in cold and even trembling also....OMG....tired o...later need to pray for the whole day...I sure will fall asleep later....:(......after undergoing the 3hrs++ journey(actually quite excruciating lo)we had reached PERAK ultimately, my hometown also.We go somewhere to have our breakfast but I don't have any appetite to eat because just now too cold already ...AIKS...then my grandmum ask me to eat something 1st....ok lo...eat something lo in case later nothing to eat.After that, we go to take ship lo...YO!!!quite exciting because that's a long time i didn't take a ride on ship...hihi....but the journey just take us 20 mins only.....I can become the ICEMAN already because also very cold in the ship......MY GOD!!!!trembling again...
Once we reached the temple,the event had started lo...faster take a seat then start praying lo.....At first my eyes almost close when praying.....so not respect...Aiks...but i really cant control.....Fortunately, I am energetic until the end of this event!!!!Its around 9pm when it is finished.Really sleepy and tired.Once I on the way back home ,I fall asleep so fast even the seat not so comfortable but my hand still holds the phone tightly because i am waiting for my dear 's call.He is also on the way back to SINGAPORE, MISS him so much...:(HAIZ..no choice, need to wait for him patiently and hopefully.....I will wait for him :)

I MISS YOU DEAR

2009-11-28T04:05:00.000-08:00

MY DEAR...:)

THE DESSERT IS SO SWEET...:) I like KIWI but that is too little only 4 pieces...:(

Today my dear didnt keep his promise because he cant wake up so early...then i didnt know should I continue waiting for his response ?????but i keep telling myself that my dear sure will come and fetch me de because he always had delivered what he had said.And I BELIEVE HIM...but the time didnt allow me to do so.I cant wait for him anymore.I went tuition by myself.MOODY and GLOOMY on the way until the tuition center....:( THANKS my crony....SIOW EE....she had told me her stories..made me smile again....You will make me smile when I am not in good mood.SINCERELY THANKS SIOW EE!!!!I CAN SEE THE COLOURFUL RAINBOW THAT CHERISH MY HOPE...:)

After tuition , I had asked my dear come and fetch me because I want to see him again and again...:( I kept quiet along the way going to JUSCO.dont know why????but I know I still care about him...I am not ANGRY with him but just hate that cant wait until get his response...:(

We went to KIM GARY to have our lunch...i forgot to take picture of the main dish ....hihi:) I had a quite good chat with my dear .After this , we went to find the chocolate but cant find....yor...:( NVM....I believe that i sure can find it one day as long as i want it for my DEAR!!!

Tomorrow he need to go back SINGAPORE....i cried again...:( really so hesitant to leave him again....I should learn how to let you go sometime , DEAR.....nothing much to tell you DEAR but just only 4 words for you from my deepest heart......

I LOVE YOU ,DEAR!!!!!!:)

NOT THE 1ST TIME I FELT THAT I M DISTRACTED!!!!!!!!!

2009-11-23T22:13:00.000-08:00

MY SMILE IS JUST A DISGUISE FOR MY SADNESS....ISN'T?????

Yesterday and today ..........:(...I felt hopeless .....where is my hope????

This is not the 1st time I felt distracted from them....may be is me think too much...but i also hope that is me think too much.....:( ULTIMATELY, I felt alone alone and alone.......:(walk along the road .....my mind is blank because i felt alone and empty......dunno why i will scare of being alone and since when?????may be i am too care about of you all????NO!!!NO!!!NO!!!!IS me should not be together with them at first....!!!!!!!!I cherish the hope that i can be more close with them anytime,but......will you all?????

An Exhausted and Hectic day without Resting(3/10/09)

2009-10-25T08:24:00.000-07:00

Three round activities will be carried out consecutively the whole day~~finally i am so tired until i can fall asleep when sat on ZILIANG 's house sofa.Not only tired physically but also mentally~~extremely exhausted today!!SORRY my dear ,didnt accompany you at ZILIANG 's house.
1st round of engaging in the school until 12am plus plus~~2nd round of going to account tuition until 5pm~~OH MY GOD!!!how i can hold on until 10pm tonight for the 3rd round of tuition~~Wuuuuuu...:(HAIZ,my health was collapsed ultimately~~how i wish i have a whole day of sleeping now~~but tomorrow i still need go to be a volunteer!!!!
Anyway,I had experienced something new,HAHA!!!actually nothing special,just sitting RYAN's Honda car but never felt exciting or panic~~because my dear drove his car to fetch me go ZILIANG 's house 1st,then RYAN just drove me go to tuition together!!HIHI~~during the journey going back ZILIANG's house,we had met the traffic police.so nervous o.o Actually I felt nothing because I slept in the car but heard RYAN keep saying :"中了!中了!this time真的中了!"I felt curious about these words then awake and saw what had happened actually???i saw 2 traffic police in front of us already..OMG!I didnt wear the safety belt somemore he broke the rule by cutting the double line in front of the police.Fortunately,the police keep looking at RYAN only,so i seized the chance to wear the safety belt,RYAN just stunned there and aghast at them.We pretend like nothing and just pass by them!!!huuu.....:P nothing happen.YEAH!!!so lucky!!!sincerely thanks for RYAN's lifting~~and sorry my DEAR ~~always show you a sollow face ,I will try to smile more nest time~~~:)

2009-10-24T07:56:00.000-07:00

Am I too stupid or too selfish~~????This time I am in the cleft stick ~~But i will insist on being loyal and faithful to my DEAR,I just want to tell my dear that i sure can overcome the delusion~~please give me some time,i wont give up while you cant give up me too.....I still need you at this crucially important moment...I am elapse and lost now but I will feel excruciating and despair when you are really leave me alone:(What can I do for you now?????I don't know how to face you next time????can just let it be nature???I know that is cant because your hurt wont be cured so easy and I just hope that I can heal your wound in your heart~~I felt your purest of pain these days.........i am not dare to ask for your forgiveness and not dare to ask you to wait for me again....because I know you are tired already.SORRY even this word didn't bring any meaning to you again,but I need to say to you again and again....No matter how is the condition finally,I want to tell you that I still need you to be with me and walk along with me...my DEAR,CAN YOU????:(

A hopeless day...:(

2009-10-22T07:53:00.000-07:00

I dont like my hopeful day become a hopeless day. I am a pessimistic girl because I always feel despair in my hopeful day~~But i always cherish the hope in my hopeless day even the hope is less.I must become more tough and strong to overcome my hopeless day :)
I will always anticipate my hopeful day in order to reserve my little hope for hopeless day.Just from my deepest of my heart,A Hopeful Day remains a hopeful day for me while A Hopeless Day remains a hopeless day which will always leave me many lingering memories..>:(
The best moment is during my hopeless day is going to be my hopeful day!!!!!!!

HOPELESS =:( minus HOPE VS HOPEFUL= :) plus HOPE

2009-10-04T14:09:00.000-07:00

I am lost now.....can I disappear from your sight......??????

Be A Volunteer At Temple

2009-10-04T07:16:00.000-07:00

I had promised my friend that I need to be a volunteer at a temple near KLCC there! I woke up around 5.30am because need to take lrt went there then my friend ,LIMIN just fetch me go there together. Quite excited and tired because of lacking of sleeping and resting yesterday~~~HELP!!!!This is the 1st time i had attended "Respecting Elderly Day".Many old folks came with delight mood,while I felt sleepy during my duty time!!!AIKZ......But afterwards we got many time to rest while LIMIN and other friend PEIYIN still busying with their duty!!!I am alone again when having the lunch but the food was so delicious (cz i was so hungry already)...hihi......there are many performances in the main hall but I seldom take the photo of it because so embarassed to do that,hihi....:)when i reached home almost 5pm,felt tired and moody because my dear had told me a bad new that he would go back on this THURSDAY,I am so upset,really so hesitating to leave him again~~DEAR,can you stay here for longer....even i knew that is impossible.......
I will upload the pic later.....hihi....cz now too late liao....wan sleep liao....

Tired in believing my friend

2009-10-02T08:43:00.000-07:00

My friend,

也许相信你是一件大错特错的选择，
可是我每次都把每一个“也许”变成“不可能”。
因为我曾经希望你会是我最特别的朋友。
曾经为这段友情划上很多隐隐作痛的问号（？），
也尝试着为这些问号画上止痛的句号（。），
多希望能为这段友情画上没有止境的省略号（......)。

Siow ee, I am so tired in believing him.......
My friend,can u disappear from my sight.......
My dear,Sheong Ken, can u give me a hug , just a warm hug
that can relieve my pain.................................

MY SMILE JUST BE A DISGUISE FOR MY SADNESS

2009-10-01T09:07:00.000-07:00

Nothing is impossible because everything is possible.This time i feel apathetic so much, my heart freeze in cold , cant smile anymore.I want to seek the genuine happiness,but someone who just around me is so far away from me suddenly now!!!!!!!!I wonder why????Its so difficult to greet with someone , even a smile~~I just want 2 ask for a smile from him only~~CAN I???

Today, my tears are always rolling in my eyes,I keep telling myself that I need to be more strong as I had promised my dear.Therefore,I wont cry so easy !!! I engage that this is the last time I cry because of him!!!!!!

By the way,I would like to apologise to SIOW EE because this is my fault of posing her feel guilty ,I never blame and condemn anyone for any fault~~~There is no utilization between friends,just keep giving and never ask for any reward from friends.Sincerely,sorry to SIOW EE :(

Why everyone wont mind about the trivial matter? I do mind every matter what u all had done for me even 1 word.....

I CAME WITH LITTLE HOPE , BUT WALKED AWAY BELIEVING IN MIRACLES

A Traumatic Day

2009-09-01T07:54:00.000-07:00

I am utterly despair with what he had said today even he was not talk in front of me!!!!!!!:( This time i wont cry anymore instead of keeping quiet because nothing i can do currently!Although you had motivated me indirectly before,I will more mind about your critism....dont know why????
For now,I dont have adequate prerequisite to be success in our class, but I wont surrender so easy.I will remember what you had said today------"I am not equal to her but she is more than me !!!" Literally correct, I am not dare to deny this fact!!!!.....Anyway, I just dont want to bottle up my emotion again......so miserable....:( :( :( Every sarcastic word is so excruciating and had hurted me so deeply even you are not purposely!!!!!!!!!
My journey was pretty traumatic from day to day.....i just want to be an ordinary and happy student in COCHRANE......
Being a successful student in this class is only lingering memory for me